to whom broke me

The rhythms escaping her lips shattered the fragile walls of my pump. No warning... No signs... Sudden poison got discharged in my body overnight. She held me in her arms as she grabbed my heart, squeezing and crushing it. Her gaze ran threw my body and suffocated my soul. My eyes bled as I couldn't recognise the person in front of me. Air was poison to my lungs as the voice that was once a melody became a horrid noise. I struggled to comprehend the words that fired like bullets of flame from her lips; the lips that once had the best sensation against mine. My logic was lost in the silence filling my vocals, as my soul fought to escape this nightmare. The promises and words she used to whisper to my heart crossed my memory... The words that cured all mentalities and were the sweetest of all nectars; contradicting the empty accusations she fired without a glimpse of empathy.... Shattering the raw dreams that used to be my medicine. Pride had left my system as my knees fell to the ground. Her excuses crushed any atom of sanity as I finally gatherer my powdered pieces and walked out of the door that once was the route to heaven. My stubbornness had released a monster that now chased after my life, paradoxal to the angel that painted the widest smile on my teary front... The damage she caused previously didn't seem enough as the demon within her famished for more of my agony, contaminating my name was the sweetest dessert as my helpless words were music to her s******c ears. Neither dead nor alive, slumber filled with the most horrid visions lasted. Starvation and dehydration followed... My scars dug deeper... Mentality was non existent... Nigeria falls kept running down my eyes each day through the calendar. The hole in my chest continued bleeding and expanding through the black hole she implanted—devouring me slowly. Thoughts of ending it all shadowed my vision as I was exhausted of this endless t*****e. Loss of not only my soulmate who taught me love, but also a best friend who coloured my grey days. A blessing that turned to an eternal curse... Satan undercover of the sweetest angel...