more than she's worth.

"she is young but I can see she will be a beautiful woman." unknown man "yes my daughter is very beautiful, but you said this was about business not my daughter or her future." my father replied to the man "oh yes to the point business is become very profitable but we need more product. (his eyes shifted over to me) you can't supply us enough product." dad looks over at me "princess why don't you go join training. go show the boys how it's done." "ok daddy" I go kiss his cheek and head to the door out of dad's office. "I want a kiss to princess." the man says and winks at me when I glance over. I can see he is making fun of my dad by the sarcasm dripping of his face. "gross no." I took that moment to walk out of the office and down to training. I was at training for a few hours "teaching the boys a lesson". I'm not going to say I never got hit or punched but I never let it keep me down. I smell smoke I look around for where it's coming from and I see black billowing clouds coming from the pack house. "look at the pack house, did anyone get a mind link saying there was trouble?" I look around at the warriors and they take off to the pack house some shifting in hopes to get there faster. I run after them but I'm not as fast. when we get to the pack house the betas wife and kids are calling for help out of the 3rd floor window. I give instructions for someone to find my dad. as I'm walking around looking for him myself someone puts a bag over my head. and then I feel a pinch on my butt. I sit up. my body covered in sweat. my breath is rapid. I internally scold myself. "the same nightmare every night." I whisper out to myself. I get out of my bed and go to the bathroom we all share.. I start a lukewarm shower and scrub myself down. it has been 11 years since I was told my father died in the pack house fire my mother died in a Rouge attack when I was a toddler. so this left me an orphan. I was told that the new alpha of the pack had me sent away so I wouldn't try to challenge him after I turned 18 but so far I havnt even been able to talk to my wolf. usually your wolf presents closer to puberty around 12 years old but for some reason it's completely silent. there are moments when I'm sleeping that it feels like I can almost hear her but the house mother says I'm just hopeing so much that it's in my dreams... that it's not real. I live in a home for orphaned girls where they teach us life skills and ready us to go out into the pack and work for the rest of our lives. they say where all omega but I know I'm an alpha despite them telling me over and over that it's all just a dream. I finished my shower and headed back to bed not bothering to put on clothes it seems like I havnt slept in years i just wrap up in the towel, pull the blankets up around me and lay there telling myself to sleep. despite being as tierd as I am it takes a while to fall back to sleep.