His Dream Girl

Episode:-3 Crush

Saanchi... 

From last few days I am very happy because finally there is someone who is my type of a boy. I am very serious when it's comes about boys. Because now I don't want to repeat my mistake. This time I only want to love that person who truely deserves my love. 

I am not interested in a time pass relationship. I want a serious relationship so that I will able to marry him in the future.  I have some expectations from my soulmate. Like I want him to love me madly. And he should always respect my parents. 

Doesn't matter from which religion he is.  And I don't care about the status too. I just want somebody who loves me like an angle. I want him to make me happy with his innocent acts.  That's it I don't want a super sexy rich brat. I want a super sweet cute boy. 

I recently passed my high school.  I was from a girls school.  And when I was in seventh class I found my first crush. He was very cute. That time he had the average height and an innocent smile.  First time I saw him in a local canteen which located outside of my school and his school too.

He was in my neighbouring school. And the principle was same in both of the schools. There was a place in my playground from where I used to see his school.  And  every day at lunch time I used to  stand there for seeing him.  

Sometimes I saw him and sometimes I don't. I remember that I used to visit that local canteen daily to see him after finishing my school. He was very cute and the way he speaks was totally amazing. He knew how to respect other. 

And his this quality attracted me a lot.  That time I even didn't knew his name,  his religion , his status but still I was liking him because he was innocent. And coincidentally one of my closed friend likes him too.  I was shocked to know this. 

But then I control my emotions because she is my friend and I will never fight with my friend just because of any boy.  Doesn't matter how much I like him. We both decided to like him together and at last whomever he will choose between us. 

We will accept the decision. We both were sensible we both don't want to fight with each other just because of a boy. After all our friendship was stronger than any attraction towards any boy. Years passed like this.  And there was a time when he stop visiting that local canteen. 

I waited for him for many days and one day I heard from his friend that he left that school and went to another school. I was damn upset that day because now I will never able to see him again. I even don't know his name. 

And that time I was not that bold enough to asked him friends his name.  They used to call him Chubby because he was a little bit Chubby and I really like his Cheeks. We don't know his name so me and my friend used to call him MOTU ( a chubby person) . It was his nick name given by me and my friend.  

Years passed and I came in 12 class. Most difficult class in school.  I totally forget about my first crush because I never get his any information. So I dropped my plan to like him and confess my feelings to him. I was from science stream. 

Because I always love science facts.  The curiosity to known the unknown and untold facts. And that's why I chooses science in my school. After him( motu)  I never liked somebody as much I liked him. Because no one have those qualities. I  just wants to love anybody else so that the thought of samar get removed from my brain. 

Just because I want to forget him( samar)  I  am trying to like another boys.  But they are not my type of . I used to talk with many boys in social media but I didn't liked anybody. Sometimes I found some boys attractive but they all are just not acceptable. 

They are Playboy and I want a cute boy. I think only my motu( first crush) have those qualities to forget samar.  Because after samar I  only found those qualities in motu ( first crush).  But unfortunately I even don't know his name. I am regretting that why shouldn't I confessed my feelings to him before. 

Because if I had confessed that time then definitely I would  be happy now. And  I am damn sure that I  would have forgotten him yet . I just want to forget him. I am not going to forgive him ever in my life.  He is still in my brain,  somewhere in my heart  and I think in my veins too. 

I just can't divert My mind from him. He still has some strong affection on me. But I want to forget him because it's hurts me. He did wrong with me and now I can't forgive him for that.  I am broken. And I will never able to forgive samar. 

And even I don't want to  forgive him because he deserves my hatred only.  

SAMAR MALHOTRA I HATE YOU....