When I was done I lifted her out of the tub and walked her through into my room.
I remembered something that I'd thought of while I was watching her in that hospital bed, being thankful that I had the chance to see her again when I'd begun to think she might be gone from me forever.
“I'm taping our lovemaking sessions from now on." She looked at me curiously.
“Why?"
“Because when you were gone, I thought I would go mad for the sight of you. I'm never going to be without the sight or the sound or the taste of you ever again."
“Jace..."
“No Sian, you don't understand, the fear, the f*****g not knowing, never again." I thought I'd got this all out of my system but apparently not.
I set up the camera as she watched before going back to the bed and her. “I love you, you have nothing to f
