Leon Six weeks. Six weeks and I’m a mess. Me and Bella stopped talking for six weeks now and I feel like I’m suffocating. I feel restless from the combination of my nightmares and the fact that the only girl in my life broke up with me because I’m f*****g stupid. Mad stupid. I left a strong kick containing all of my frustrations and my regrets in my life. Another strong kick for breaking my girl’s trust in me and for not fully trusting her. I’m drenched in sweat and my body is bloody aching from too much workout but I couldn’t careless. I’m so broken and the love of my life decided to give me the space I never asked but she knew I needed it. “f*****g stupid.” I muttered as I kick the punching bag again. But instead of giving all the energy I have, a group of tears suddenly fell fro

