Leon I don’t know when or how I got home. I just find myself, parking my car in my driveway, in front of my main door. Before, I’m so excited to go home and see Bella but now? I feel like if I enter my home, my nightmares from years ago will comeback again. I’m terrified, yes. I don’t know what I did to unlock that horrible and horrifying event of my entire life. Instead of going in, I started my engine once again and drive. I decided to away from my mansion. As much as possible, I wanted to clear my head. Before I see my Bella again, I want all these terrors away from my mind. I don’t want her see me stressed and preoccupied too much. The sun is up so high and the people in downtown Rome are either in hurry or just casually walking on the sidewalk, enjoying the sunshine in Italy. I st

