Alicia I was scared looking at the guy who just yelled to wake me up. Although it might very well be not his fault, I sometimes sleep too deep. At least when I am tired and sad. But I am just not too fond of guys now. I remembered everything once again and the fact that there is this other guy here, I started crying. I felt too scared and I was afraid of guys. After what Eddie was gonna do today, I was... I was so afraid of boys. They all are the same. They all wanna hurt me. He told me that he isn’t here to hurt me but trust me, I don’t believe him. How can I? Did Eddie not say this? Did Jake not say that he’ll always support me? I don’t hate Jake, he was tied, but... I don’t know. I tried to explain why I was crying, and what he said astonished me. He will help me get ou

