Alicia “Eddie!” I yelled the third time and he looked at me. He was emotionless, then his eyes softened. He leaned down to kiss me, but I took a step back. “What the f**k is wrong with you!?” How can he even think of kissing me when I am even unsure of him being on my side? He grabbed my forearm and pulled me closer. His grip was tight. He kissed me forcefully and tears rolled down my cheeks. What the hell is happening? How can he change so much? Or did he never change, and he was always like this? Was that all an act? So... I wasted my first kiss with someone like him? I cried more at my thoughts. Those thoughts were just eating me more and more from inside. I wanted to get out. He pulled me closer and I pushed him away with full force. He got a little away and looked into my eyes.

