Oh, f**k me.
My stomach twists as another thought hits. What if his friends are covering for him? What if they know where he is and they’re just pretending they don't?
“You can kill him when you see him.” Allie’s voice cuts through my thoughts, and I snap my head up. Her eyes are swimming with a mix of sadness and anger, but somehow, she still manages to smile: a shaky, forced thing that looks like it physically hurts her to wear. “You look like a storm cloud right now."
I run a trembling hand through my hair. “He’s a jerk, Allie,” I manage, my voice breaking halfway through. “You’ve been dating for two years, Alls. How can he be so cruel?”
A single tear slips down her cheek, ruining the calmness she's been trying to portray and the sight weakens me.
“I… I don’t even think I can proce
