Chapter 30
Nathan
I feel more than awful, I should’ve known better. Right now, I'm just sitting here in my room, staring into the wall with my baby sister in my arms, hugging her tight. I know how to be a big brother, I’m a good big brother, I know how to take care of Kaia. But I don’t know the first thing about being a father. I can’t be a father, who am I supposed to be a father at my age? I’m seventeen.
I can't believe I destroyed Becca’s life. She probably hates me now, this is all my fault. I was so careless when Becca and I deepened our relationship and had s*x. And now she's pregnant. I knocked up my girlfriend. I should’ve been more responsible, I should have used the rubber.
She told me that she wanted to be alone and think over everything. She's going to break up with me, I'
