Chapter 39 Becca It has been about six months since the birth of my baby. Their baby. Giving her up, was the hardest thing I've ever had to do in my life. But I know that it also was the best thing for her to do. These past six months I've been taking care of myself. I've been working out and I've been eating good food, I've not been sleeping very well by myself so I've either slept over at Nathan’s or he slept over at my house. I moved out from Rain and Marlow but I moved back in after a few months. I've also gotten rid of my f*******: account. I mean who needs that at this age anyway? I do have an i********:, but it's private so I chose who gets to follow me. I've gotten a new phone with a new number as well. I want to start a new life, I don’t want to let people get to me. I can't d

