Lost and Alone, but Never Broken

Chapter 12 - Control

Alpha Tristen

I watched as Fee shook her head vigorously from side to side. Her long silver hair whipping around her body. I do n0t think it was that she didn’t remember, I think it was painful too. We had forever, there was no rush. She could tell me when she was ready, when she trusted me. Trying to calm her current state I place my hand on my mark rubbing softly. Being that her wolf seemed to have a great deal of control over their bond, I was sure this would help them both.

One sentence escaped her, “they are all dead.”

Fee did not speak after that, getting under the covers of the bed she clung to my body. Adam stayed for a while to talk over some work that needed to get done. Sitting in bed with her little arms securely holding me, I could not even describe how happy it made me. Years and years of searching to literally find my mate asleep in my bed waiting for me. It did not even seem logically possible.

It had been a long time since she had been around people, she was like a child. Tiny, innocent and well let be honest perfect. Moon Goddess made her for me, and that was all the information I needed. The council and Erica were not going to let this be though, I had to be prepared for anything, I needed a plan.

What if I named her early, god we had already started the marking process anyway. I could have her named Luna now. Maybe even tonight, before the council member sent arrived tomorrow. If she was already named, then it could not be undone. The marks could, they would not remain permanent until we were mated. Though at this point I didn’t even know if she knew what s*x was, or let alone was old enough. She seemed to respond to my body before, but that could have just been instinct.

Mind linking Adam I told him of my plans to name Fee Luna tonight, instantly he started the preparations. I stayed in bed with Fee still clinging to my body, I could feel the anxiety of the pack as mind links flew from wolf to wolf organising everything. Excitement was buzzing at the fact I had found my mate. It only then hit me, I hadn’t even asked Fee if she was okay with it, or even if she knew what a naming ceremony was.

As the hours passed I watch her sleeping face thinking any moment I could wake finding out this was all a dream. It was coming together so fast, and I would let nothing ruin it. Only having a few hours before I had planned to have the ceremony, I softly roused Fee. “Flicka”, running a hand down her cheek I watched as her eyes squeezed tightly shut before she started to blink them awake. A little arm raised to her face rubbing her eyes to dislodge the sleepies before peering up at me.

Clear blue eyes clashed with my own, my whole body jumping in reaction. Blood flowed to my nether regions as I swallowed the saliva in my mouth. A little smile pulled at her lips as a yawn escaped her. I continued to stroke her hair and skin slightly turning my body so as to not touch her with my erection.

After a short space of time, “Fee, if it is okay with you, I was going to hold your naming ceremony tonight…” Her expression un-changing I continued, “to name you my mate and Luna of Starlight Park.” Her expression still gave nothing away. She was defiantly not an emotional person.

“Bath?” Her tone was blunt as she watched me expectantly.

“hmm?” What? Now I am confused.

“I need bath.. before ceremony.” Relief washed through me at her answer.

Just get through tonight without any hassles. Secure Fee’s position in the pack. Then sort out the rest, like who she is and where she’s from. s**t, I was really doing this all in the wrong order, but I had to secure her to me before we were forced apart. If this didn’t go ahead tonight, I could have the council down my throat by midday tomorrow. The last thing I needed was for Fee to be in more danger then she already was. She is weak, that I can deal with, but I just don’t know how much her little body can withstand.

The easiest way to ensure her position by my side would be to mate with her, but even just touching her now I feel like she is going to snap like a twig. I don’t think in her current state she could take it, and lets be honest, I was still a bit concerned with the age thing. She didn’t even look 16 let alone 18.

“Yes, a bath is a good idea, shall I help you.” Nodding her head, I stood from the bed. Within the space of a few seconds she had her arms upraise for me like when I met her for the first time wanting to be carried. Bending to her will I pulled her into my arms walking her to the bathroom. Closing the lid of the toilet using my foot, I sat her on top while turning to the bath.

Turning the taps on I adjusted the temperature before turning back to Fee. My c**k hardened painfully, she stood completely naked facing me. Fee said something but I could concentrate, her perky little breasts held their place perfectly on her chest. He rosy pink n*****s pointed like she was aroused. I knew my eyes must have been completely golden as she approached me, with her eyes locked on mine. I couldn’t meet her gaze, my eyes were to busy devouring her little body. My eyes dipped lower and lower. Stopping at the heat of her, I turned my head to the side, leave, I had to leave.

If I didn’t walk away now, I would take her 18 or not. My whole body pulsed, each heart beat sounding through my ears. “Have your bath Fee.” I managed gritted my teeth together trying to gain control. Turning, I promptly left the bathroom not glancing back, in fear that I might change my mind or just lose control. I shut the bathroom door with a little too much strength, before I proceeded to sit on the bed clasping my head in my hands. This girl was going to be the death of me.

With a sigh I collapsed back unbuckling my pants. Pulling them down slight my erection broke free, still painfully hard. Reaching a hand down I gentle stroked myself up and down. I needed to get this under control before Fee came back out. Thoughts of her writhing underneath me filled my mind as my c**k continued to throb under my touch.

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