The Long Run

Chapter 14

Soph's POV

The next morning I got dressed and got downstairs and started breakfast. 

"Get you asses down here" I yell up the stairs

A few minutes later everyone came down and took their seats. Lance pulled out my chair and I sat down and started fixing my plate. 

"Ladies when your down I want you to get dressed and meet me at the barn. We are starting lessons today. Scott comes in today. Lance those plans are on your desk. I didn't know what contractor to use so call one. Also the stable hands house plans are on there as well." I say finishing up

"Zena, Storm" I whistle

Everyone winces and I smirk and they come running in. 

"Ladies finish up. I'm going on a quick run and then i'll be back so bed ready" I say

"By yourself?" Lance asks

"Yeah" i say

"Soph" He says

"Storm attack" I command

He starts growling and charging Lance who looks unphased. 

"Zena now" I command

She jumps Storm and lands on Lance baring her teeth in his face. 

"Ok" He says

"come babies" I say walking out the door

I take off and about a hour later I arrive back at the house and I change and walk out to the barn.

"Alright Lily i'm setting you up with Harley. Maybe her attitude will rub off on you" I say

"Alright" She says walking over

"Whit your on Joker. Mel your on robin. Now open their stall doors and grab a lead and lead them out to the pin. Come back and grab you saddles and go back to the pin" I tell them

They nod and I grab Grey and my saddle and go out to the pin. After three hours of training the girls we handed over the horses to be hosed down and fed. When I made it back inside Corey was pacing. 

"What's wrong?" I ask

"They are coming at 7" He says panting

"Get in here" I shout

Everyone walks in and takes a seat and I stand in front of everyone. 

"Boys tonight we play. Tonight Lance and I are switching seats. Tonight we have a little fun. I never everyone on board" I say

"You command it then we do it" Lex says standing up nodding

"Lance I need you to make sure the horses are done then meet me in the bedroom. and don't come back with a smartass comeback" I say

He nods and walks out.

"Alright kitten lay it on us" Marcy says

"Menu on the counter can you get started?" I ask

"Of course." She says and walks in the kitchen

"Boys showers now. We only have 3 hours. I want clothes laid out so I can come through and approve. I promise I won't make you miserable. No ties boys. I plan on playing tonight" I say

"What about us?" The girls ask

"Girl we are taking a trip through that expensive Lance bought me. Now let's move. Showers now. Girl meet me in my bathroom when your done. Don't knock come straight to me" I tell them

They nod and everyone scurries away. I make my way to the guys rooms and ok their outfits then I make my way to my favorite play the bathroom. Lance was in the shower and I step in behind him and wrap my arms around him.

"You Ok?" he asks

"Yeah. Let's get going the girls will be here soon" I say

I wash up and the girls walk in and gasp noticing Lance was in the shower with me. He chuckles and grabs a towel and wraps it around his waist and kisses me and walks out nodding at the girls. 

"Holy s**t" Mel says

"Oh trust me that aint nothing" I say

"Heard that" Lance says

"Wasn't hiding it" I call back

"But you want me to hide it" He yells

"I mean i don't mind staring but I don't want others staring" I shout back

"Get your ass dressed" He shouts

I laugh and shake my head at him. They girl look at me with awe on their faces.

"I want your relationship" Whit whines

"Find you one babe cause I ain't sharing mine" I say

They giggle and we walk to my closet to find Lance in just his dress pants looking for a shirt. I walk over and grab a black silk one and it to him.

"I'm matching you aren't I?" He asks

"Oh baby you have no idea what I have planned" I say

I drop the towel and pull on a black lace thong and a black push up bra. I could feel all eyes on me and I sigh.

"Stop staring at it" I say

"Sorry" The girls mumble

"It's ok. Just please stop staring" I mutter

Hands land on my hips and rubs the scar a bit and a kiss lands on my shoulder. 

"Get dressed love" Lance tells me

"Get out" I tell him smiling over my shoulder

"As you wish my queen" He says and kisses me softly

He pulls back and I grab his hand and his looks at me.

"Me too" He says and winks and walks out

"We really are sorry and didn't mean to stare" Mel says

"It's ok" I say

"So dresses?" Lily says

I give her a grateful smile and I nod. I pull out 4 black dresses and hand them out. I pull out shoes and hand them out and we all head in the bathroom to do our hair and make up and then we get dressed. Once we were ready took a picture and posted to i********: and tagged the girls. We walked downstairs and everyone was ready. We were all wearing black and I smirked. The guys jaws dropped at my dress and I smirked. 

"stop drooling. Now my boys are we ready?" I ask

"Yes ma'am" Lex says

"Alright. Lex I want the silver dishes out tonight. Can you make sure the maids know" I say

He nods and walks away and comes back saying it was done. We sat around talking for another hour before we made our way to the dining room and stood around. The doorbell rings and Tom leads in four people and I smile. 

"Welcome. You must be Corey's family. I'm Sophia. Now please take a seat we are about to start the first course" I say

Lance pulls out my chair and I take a seat and he sits in my chair and nods at me. Corey pulls out Lily's chair and everyone else follows. Food is being served when Corey's mom speaks up. But I interrupted. 

"I'm sorry I didn't catch your names" I say smiling sweetly

"I'm June, This is Rick, Then our son Harry and our daughter Lucinda" June says

"Ah. Tom honey can you ask Marcy about that wine?" I ask

"Certainly Ms. Sophia" He says and walks out

"So whose house?" Harry asks

"Oh sweetie that would be mine. Corey here is my right hand man. He handles everything I can't" I say smirking

HIs jaw tightens and Lance rubs my knee in approval. 

"And what is exactly is it you do?" Lucinda asks

"I'm a lawyer. Ever heard of Luther Hudson?" I ask

"Yes of course. Great Lawyer and man" Rick says smiling

"Well i'm his princess. That is my father.  I run the empire" I say smiling sweetly again

All their jaws drop and they glare at Corey.

"So what is it you do Corey?" Rick asks

"Well if Soph can't be in court for a case I cover it. She has been a dream come true. She helped put me through school and I just paid off my load and now i'm still learning the ropes but she's making the best defense attorney out there. She gave me a place to live and I tried moving out but she wouldn't let me. She likes having me around apparently." He says smiling at me

"I do love having you around. Besides gotta get some meat on them bones. Don't need my best guy starving"  I say eyeing his family

They gulp and look at me. 

"So your f*****g your boss" Harry says

"Enough. You will not speak of my fiance that way or I will end your pathetic life" Lance roars standing up

Harry gulps and nods and lowers his head. Lance sits back down and looks at me. 

"It's ok baby. Harry I would watch it. He was went to jail for less before. He doesn't f**k around when it comes to me and will not tolerate someone disrespecting me in my home. and I would hate for the cops to learn where you are considering they are looking for you for rape" I say smiling

His mother gasps looking at me. 

"Don't look so shocked June. I would hate for them to find both you and your husband for stealing money from your husbands boss. I think the only true innocent one is Lucinda apart from marrying her boyfriend behind your backs" I say standing up

"now wait here" June says

"Sit down when I am f*****g speaking to you" I command

She sits down shocked and I smile and walk down to the end of the table. 

"Now it just one minute you three are doing to get up and walk out that door and leave your sons life and go back to where the f**k you came from. You will never contact him again cause if you do you will deal with me. I am not scared of any of you. Am I understood?" I snarl 

They nod and get up leave and Lucinda stands and I point to the chair and she sits down. Clapping starts and I hold up my finger. i pick up my phone and dial a number. 

"They just left" I say

"Thanks" And the phone goes dead

"Now you may speak" I tell Lucinda

"Thank you" She says sighing

"Anytime." I say going to take my seat

"Lu" Corey says walking over to her

"Hey Co" She says

He smiles and hugs her tight and she latches onto him. He looks at me and mouths thank you and I wink at him.

"That was amazing" Lex says

"Why thank you" I say drinking my wine

"Now what was with the clothes?" greg asks

"Oh we are all going out" I say 

"Really?" Lance asks

"Please do you honestly think i would do all this to waste on a stupid dinner?" I ask pointing to myself

"She has a point" Greg says

One of the ranch hands walk in panting and I look up at him.

"Ma'am we can't get Grey calmed down" He pants out

I run outside and yes I said run even in heels. I rush into the barn and Grey was kicking up a storm.

"Grey" I whistle loudly

He calms down and looks at me. I walk over and open his stall and he bolts to me. He bumps into me and I stumble a bit but catch myself. 

"He just started going crazy" The ranch hand says

"Was anyone in here before you all found him?" I ask

"No ma'am. We were checking all the stalls before we headed to bed and found him going crazy" He tells me

Grey was bumping me and he was shivering. 

"It's ok buddy. No one is gonna hurt you" I whisper 

I kiss his nose and he snorts a bit. 

"Is he ok?" Lance and the guys ask walking in

"I think so. Can you pull up the cameras?" I ask

"You put cameras in the barn?" Roger asks

"I did. Someone let Grey out on purpose. " I tell him

Lance pulls up the footage and I see a man standing in front of his stall hitting Grey. 

"Roger do you recognize him?" I ask showing him the footage

"That is Mason" Another farm hand says

"Lance I want more guards. But this time I'm talking to them" I say in a deadly tone

"Of course sweetheart. Boys tonight I want you all taking shifts in the barn. I'll give you a bonus on your paychecks. It's only for tonight" I tell them

"Ma'am you don't have to pay us extra. We love animals so we have no problem doing it" roger says

"I know I don't but I want to." I say kissing Grey's nose again

"What do you say we just stay in tonight. We can eat junk food and watch movies" Lex says

"Yeah" I mumble looking at Grey

"don't worry miss we will look out for them" Roger says stepping up trying to take Grey

I release a growl and his eyes widen and he steps back and nods understanding. 

"Come on baby." I say pushing him back in his stall

Once he is settled Lance hands me a apple and I smile. I reach out and Grey takes it chomping away on it. I smile and pet his nose and he bumps me out of the stall. 

"Alright mama he is telling you goodnight" Lance says

"But" I start out

"No buts let's go watch a movie:" He say lifting me up 

I sigh and nod and he carries me inside and to the bedroom. I change into my tight batman sleep shorts and a yellow tank top and I head downstairs. Once I walk in everyone was sitting around and junk food was laid out. I walk out and plant myself between Lance and Jack and pick up the remote. I turn on the new fast and furious movie and Lex kills the lights. Lance lays my fuzzy blanket over me and I lay my head in his lap and put my feet in Jack's lap and sigh. Lance runs his fingers through my hair and I sigh in content. I roll onto my back and I look over at everyone and Lance's hand finds my belly.. I tense and he moves it suddenly and looks down at me with pain filled eyes. I reach over and pause the movie and everyone looks at me.

"I want everyone to go find every blanket and pillow in this house" I say standing up

Everyone looks at me funny but nods and and goes to do as asked. when everyone comes back I make the guys push the furniture back and I lay out all the blankets and pillows and I walk away. When I come back I had the little hippo we had bought Ariel and the whole room tensed. I froze mid step and played with the little hippos ear. Lily walked over to my and touched my hand and I looked up at her and she smiled. 

"I um" I say struggling and my breathing picked up

"woah there love. Take a deep breath and take your time" Lily says

I nod and my eyes fill with tears but they don't fall. I close my eyes and take a deep breath and when I open my eyes again I walk over and place the little hippo on the shelf and step back. I walk over and grab my blanket and sit down on the mountain of blankets and everyone follows along. once everyone was settled I started the movie up again. Lance and Jack were on either side of me and Corey was at my feet softly rubbing. I sigh in content and close my eyes and before I knew it was I was fast asleep. When I woke up the next morning I noticed everyone was still sleeping so I dressed in some of my workout shorts and a sport bra and loose shirt and headed to the gym. I plugged in my phone and turned on some music. Earned It started playing and i faced the mirrors and just let my body move to the music. I don't know how long I danced but my music turned off and I spun around panting just to see Lance standing there looking at me. He slowly walks towards me and my eyes fill with tears. He raises his hand and places it on my face and a sob breaks out of me. He pulls me into his chest and let's me cry it out. 

"I want her" I cry

"I know baby so do I" He tells me softly

"Make it stop please" I sob into his chest

I can feel him tense and his body shake. 

"I'm sorry baby. I wish i could" He say fighting his own emotions

Before I knew it the tears stopped and I was just tired. Lance scooped me up and walked over and grabbed my phone and carried me upstairs. He gave me a bath and then laid me in bed covering me up. I don't know how long I slept but I was being shook awake in no time. 

"What is it Lil?" I ask

"I need you to put on the dress over there and get ready. You have 30 minutes" She says and leaves

I get ready and head downstairs and Tom leads me to a limo and drives me for about a hour. When we arrive he leads me into a huge building and when I enter there were lights everyone and all my family and friends were around talking. 

"There she is" Buck says swinging me around

I laugh and he sits me down and kisses my forehead

 The twins run up to me and I grin and scoop them up and hug them close to me. I close my eyes and sigh and just hold them close. when I open my eyes again everyone was staring and I smile and place them down. My dad walks over to me and hugs me tight. 

"Can I have everyone's attention please. As you all know Soph and I have had a rough relationship. Our lives changed crazy fast and the next minute it was ripped away from us. I have spoken to Greg and as of right now he is taking over for the next three months for me. Soph and I are going to be doing some traveling. There are some things we both need to work through and I think we need to do it together. We keep our feelings to ourselves and it isn't healthy for either of us. But for tonight let's enjoy the food and let's party" Lance says

I sigh and walk over to him and music starts up and Love Me Like You Do starts up and I smile and giggle. Lance spins me and we start moving in sync with each other. He looks down and me and nods and I sigh and start singing along. He moves easily and I follow along still singing. 

"I forgot how good you dance" I tell him

He chuckles and kisses my forehead. 

"Baby i'm a man of many talents" He says smirking

"Cocky jackass" I mumble

"I heard that" he says huskily in my ear

"You were meant to" I say smirking at him 

"Smartass" He grumbles

"Would you have me any other way?" I ask

"Never." He whispers

"Where are we headed first?" I ask

"I was thinking Bora Bora" He says grinning 

I squeal and launch myself at him and he catches me and spins me around. He sits me down and leans down kissing me softly. I pull back and grin up at him and he smiles down at me giving me that smile that I love the most. Another song comes on and he steps back and Jack steps up and I take his hand and he spins me and then pulls me back into him quick. I giggle and lean into him and sigh. 

"While your gone I need you to think about what you want. Think about your life. Think about you. Don't think about anything else but looking out for you" He tells me

I nod against his chest and his fingers run up and down my naked back and I arch into him. He chuckles and kisses the top of my head and I smile softly. 

"Always a weakness" He grumbles above me

"I didn't hear complaining when I was under you screaming" I say looking up at him

He chuckles and kisses my forehead sighing. The night passes on and finally it was time to leave. I hugged everyone but I hugged the kids longer. Lance rushed me into the limo as it started raining and we headed to the airport. When we boarded the plane I took a seat in a single seat and sighed closing my eyes.

"Sophia good to see you" Stefan says

"You too. How is that man of yours?" I ask

"still gorgeous" He says smiling

" i would say so." I say winking at him

"I heard that" Calvin says

"Cally" I squeal

"Hi pretty girl" He says kissing me quick

"What are you doing here?" I ask

"Stefan said he was flying you two our to Bora Bora so I talked him into letting me come along and us spending a week with you two" He tells me

I look at Lance and he winks at me and I smile at him. 

"So how have you been?" Cal asks

"Not great" I mumble

"What's going on?" He asks

"We have had a lot going on and then i got pregnant" I say

He grins and then sees my face and frowns. 

"Someone attacked me and I lost her" I say my eyes filling with tears

He sucks in a breath and looks at me then Lance. 

"Alright boys and girl buckle up so we can enjoy the beach" Stefan says over the intercom

I fasten my seat belt and sit back sighing. Once we were able to move around I went to change into something comfy. I stole one of Lance's shirt and when I come out he chuckles and shakes his head at me. 

"if I knew you would wear my shirts then I wouldn't have spent $300 on new silk pajamas for you" He says smirking

"I like the silk against my skin when you peeling it off me. I like this when I'm relaxing" I say placing myself in his lap

"Well you look adorable." He mumbles into my neck

I smile and lean back closing my eyes. When I woke up again I was in a bed and I could smell sea water. I got up and slipped on some cut off shorts and a tank top and some socks and I skipped downstairs with my phone. I didn't hear anyone so I went in the kitchen and started cooking. I turned on my music and the song Best Friend's Brother started playing and I laughed out loud. I let it played while I cooked and danced around. when I turned around Lance and was standing there with a smirk on his face. I ignored him and continued on with my dancing. When the song ended I paused the music. 

"BFB huh?" He asks

"Technically you are my best friends brother. Greg and I were a lot closer than you and I ever were. and besides you use to play the drums so it fit" I say smirking

He rolls his eyes and I shrug and wink at him. I turn the music back on and Slow Down starts up. I finished dinner and we are in silence. 

"We are going to a club. So get ready" Lance says

I nod and head upstairs and smile at the outfit i'm gonna wear. I got my hair and make up done and then I slipped on my outfit and slipped on my heels and grabbed my phone and walked downstairs. When I got downstairs all three guys were waiting on me. We headed out and when we got to the club I could feel the bass beating hard. We made it in and body automatically started moving along to the music. Lance lead us to the VIP and I took a seat and he ordered drinks. Once I had a few drinks in me I headed for the dance floor. I was dancing to the music when I bumped into someone. I spun around to apologize and realized it was Selena Gomez I bumped into. I went to squeal and she pressed her hand to my mouth. she motions for me to follow her and I do. We get in the bathroom and she locks the door and she nods. I squeal really quick and she giggles. 

"I'm so sorry. I usually don't fangirl but omg I love you. My boyfriend caught me in the kitchen dancing to one of your songs earlier" I tell her smiling

"It's nice to know I have great fans. Is he here with you tonight?" I ask

"He is. We are here for two weeks." I say

"Would you like to join me tonight?" She asks

"Are you sure? i don't wanna intrude" I say

"Of course. Let's go party" She says

"I'm Sophia by the way"  I tell her

She hugs me and we head out and we head to my VIP and Lance looks at me then his eyes bug out and I laugh. One of Selena's songs starts up and I smile and I drag her to the dance floor. I start moving and singing along and she moves with me. I start with her dance on the video and she grins and moves with me. I don't know how long we partied but by time I was done I was tired and sore. We all headed out and Selena hugged me and thanked me for a great night. 

"It was nice to meet you" I tell her

"You as well" She says and turns and steps away

She spins back around and looks at me. 

"Would you like to have a girls day tomorrow?" she asks

"I would love to" I say

She hands me her number and I give her mine and then we head home. When we get home I was so tired. I automatically went over to the thermostat and turned it down. I was burning up. 

"Hey pretty girl how about a hot bath and a good scratch before bed?" Calvin says

"yes please" I say taking off to the bathrub

I start filling the tub and drop in a bath bomb and strip and slide in. Cal walks in and starts washing my hair while scratching at the same time. I moan loudly and Lance walks in smiling at me. He hands me a cold glass of water and kisses me quick. 

"clothes on the bed baby" He tells me

I nod and he leaves and I finish my water and wash up. I stand and Cal wraps a towel around me. He gasps and yanks the towel back a bit. He goes to touch my scar and I pull away. He looks up at me with tear filled eyes and I shake my head at him.

"OK baby I get it" He says helping me out

I look up at myself in the mirror and move the towel looking at the scar and touch it slightly. A throat clears and I instantly wrap the towel around myself. I look over to see Lance standing there looking at me. 

"I'm gonna get dressed" I mumble

He nods slowly and I walk around him and pull on my panties and shirt. I slide in bed and plug in my phone and lay down sighing. Lance goes to walk out and I look at him.

"Where are you going?" I ask

"To the other guest room" He says

"Why?" I ask

He sighs and comes over sitting down by me and taking my hand. 

"Baby I love you. But this trip is about us working out our problems. while we are traveling we won't be sleeping together or in the same bed. We need to figure out our hearts and minds" He tells me

He leans down and kisses me softly and gets up and turns off the light and leaves. I sigh and roll over and try to close my eyes. I tossed and turned for so long before I got up and walked to Calvin and Stefan's room. I knocked and waited and the door opened. 

"I can't sleep" I mumble

Stef opens the door letting me in and I run over jumping in bed and snuggling into Cal. 

"Can't sleep pretty girl?" He mutters

I shake my head and Stefan slides in behind me and wraps himself around me. I sigh and close my eyes and before I know it I was out like a light. 

Lance's POV

When I woke up the next morning I got up and went to wake Soph. When I walked in her room the bed was empty. The door down the hall opened and Stefan stepped out. 

"She is in here" He mumbles and goes to the kitchen

I walk in the room to find her under Calvin sleeping. I walk over and shake him and he looks up at me. 

"She couldn't sleep" he says

I nod and he gets up and goes out of the room.

"Soph come on wake up" I say

She groans but rolls over and sits up.

"What are you doing in here?" I ask

"I couldn't sleep" She mumbles and walks out with a attitude

I follow her and grab her stopping her.

"Sophia what's going on?" I ask

"God damnit Lance I can't sleep alone. I haven't slept alone since I lost Ariel. If I do I have nightmares" She screams

There is a knock on the front door and she sighs and walks over opening it. There stood Selena and Soph smiled. 

"Sorry I asked the front desk which hut you were in" She says

"No it's ok." Soph says

"is it a bad time?" Selena asks

"No please come in. I need to get ready. You can wait here or come with me" Soph says

Selena nods and follows Sophia. She glares at me as she passes me and I sigh and rub my temples. 

"What the hell man?" Stefan snaps

"I didn't know" I growl back

"dude there is so much that pretty girl is hiding from you" Calvin says

Sophia's POV

After getting to my room I pull out a bikini and some shorts a cute shirt and I change clothes. I pull my hair into a cute messy bun and slap on a little make up. 

"Did I come at a bad time?" Selena asks

"no of course not" I say from the bathroom

I walk out and slip my shoes on and grab my phone and we head out. I don't even say bye to Lance I just leave. We make it to breakfast but I don't eat very much and then we head off to the spa. As we are changing I hear Selena gasp and I flinch and quickly slip on my robe. 

"I was pregnant" I whisper

"I'm sorry" She says

"It's ok" I say looking at her

She opens her robe and I look down and suck in a breath. 

"My boyfriend didn't like it. He was me to get a abortion and when i didn't he hired someone to take care of it" She whispers

"I was a few weeks away from having her when my boyfriend's friend betrayed us and shoved me down a flight of stairs. another friend found me. I was fine but my baby didn't make it" I say looking at my feet

"Sweetie let me tell you something. It never stops hurting. That pain will be with you for the rest of your life. But you do have a life and people who love you. You have to let go of the What If and live you life. And from what I have seen since last night that man back in that fancy over priced is madly in love with you. How could he not be? You are be beautiful, smart, talented and you gave him his baby girl. I still have nightmares til this day but I have a great man that loves me and helps me through it." She tells me

I look at her with tear filled eyes and sigh. 

"I don't know how to let go. I've been so mad at Lance for so long. God knows I love him but I blame him for me losing her. It was his friend" I say rubbing my temples

"Yes it may have been his friend but sweetie it was not Lance who shoved you that day. It has been Lance to pick up the pieces even though he is hurting as well. He lost his baby to but yet he keeps it to himself cause he is to busy holding you up." She tells me

"i know. I know I take advantage of it. I know he's hurting but I can't seem to care" I whisper

"Honey that is normal. You need to let your anger out first before you two can move forward. I promise it does get better" She tells me

I smile and we head to get our massages. After a full afternoon she heads back with me to my hut. When I enter the guys were sitting around talking but they stopped when I walked in. 

"Do it" Selena says

"Do what?" Lance asks

"don't leave" I told Selena

"I'll be right here as long as you want me" Selena tells me squeezing my hand

"what's going on?" Lance snaps

"I" I stutter out

"Lance you need to sit down and rein in your temper. What she is going to tell you isn't easy. Sophia and I had a long talk. I went through the same thing as her. You need to be patient and actually hear what she is saying and wny she feels the way she does" Selena tells him

"Alright. Baby come here" Lance says

I feel Selena nudge me to him and I walk over sitting on the table. He sits on the edge of the couch and looks at me. 

"come on Soph" Selena says

"Come on baby. When have you ever been shy or nervous to tell me anything. I remember a few fights that lead to me on my ass and you still going 90 to nothing" Lance says trying to lighten the mood

"I blame you" I scream at him

He jumps and I see pure sadness wash over him. 

"baby we have talked about this. Why didn't you just tell me?" He asks calmly

"You lost her to. I didn't wanna make it worse" I cry

"Baby yes I lost her but you took it harder. You had to carry her and feel her kick. I know it hasn't been easy on you. But honey you should have told me. You can't act like everything is fine when it's not. How long have you been feeling like this?" He asks 

"Since it happened" I whisper

He sucks in a breath and Selena squeezes my hand. 

"Soph" He says sighing

"I'm sorry" I whisper sniffling

"Hey look at me" He tells me

I refuse to see the disappointment in his eyes so I keep my head down. Next thing I know he reaches up and grips my hair and yanks my head back and stands above me looking at me. 

"Lance" Selena says calmly

"Selena it's ok," Cal tells he

"Now listen to me you beautiful pain in my ass. I don't care if you blame me til the day we die. But don't you dare ever not look at me when we are talking. You know me Sophia and I will have you looking at me when we talk to one another. I don't know where the b***h went that would have me on my ass but you better get her back. I don't f*****g care how sad you are you better fix the f*****g attitude or I will fix it for you" He says tugging my hair harder

I whimper and nod slightly. He let's me go and sits back down and I look at him. I rare back and smack the f**k out of him and his head whips sideways. I hear everyone gasp and hiss and Lance looks at me.

"If you ever put your hands on me again like that I will do more than smack the s**t out of you Lance. Remember who the f**k I am" I say standing over him

"You bitches are violent" Selena mumbles

"Oh you aint seen anything. The full on brawl with each other." Calvin says

Selena looks at me with wide eyes and I smirk. 

"Selena he isn't abusive towards me. Lance has never hit me out of anger. But when we fight we do brawl. We aren't normal. I know you have heard of Mafia's it just happens that Lance is a leader. I'm a assassin. So yeah I hurt for a few days afterwards but Lance gets it worse than I do. I have broken his jaw, ribs, fingers, and a few toes" I say laughing

"Mafia?" She stutters out scared

"Selena we would never hurt you but I needed you to know he isn't abusive." I tell her

"Teach me" Selena says

"Selena" I say

She stands up and yanks her shirt up and looks at me.

"Teach me" She says

"alright. do you exercise regularly?" I ask

"Yeah I have a personal trainer" She says 

"alright then you know the basics. I'm gonna warn you though it's gonna be brutal. You gonna be tired and sore" I tell her

She nods and turns and Cal leans up and runs his thumb under her scar and she tenses. He reaches up and slowly pulls he shirt down. Cal pulls her in his lap and hugs her tight and I smile. There is a knock on the door and Stefan answers it and a dude steps in.

"Selena" The man says

"Hey babe" She says still in Cal's lap

"What's going on?" He asks 

"This is sophia, Lance, Sefan and Calvin. We were discussing self defense." She says 

"And why are you there?" he asks

"Dude i'm gay. No female attraction at all. My man is by you. Promise she was only in it for the cuddles anyways. why do you think Sophia is friends with me? All she wants is to be under me sleeping" Cal says winking at me

"Hey thats not the only reason" I snap

"Oh yeah?" He says challenging me

"Yeah you feed me to" I say smirking

"ah right" He says

Selena giggles and gets up and goes over to her man. 

"Guys this is Justin." She says

"Nice to meet you" I say getting up

"So what's been going on?" Justin asks

"we were discussing Sophia and I's same situation" Selena says looking up at him

His eyes bug out and Justin pulls me into his chest and hugs me tight. 

"I'm sorry" He says

"I'm ok" I say 

I pull back and I get a little dizzy so i stumble and grab my head. Lance shoots out and grabs me. 

"When is the last time you ate?" He asks

"Breakfast" I mumble

"Damnit Sophia Grace. You know you can't do that s**t" He snaps at me harshly

"well i was to busy arguing with you" I snap back

He groans picks me up taking me to the kitchen and sitting me on the counter. He cooks a quick meal and we all sit down to eat. I eat slowly cause I can feel him watching me and I pick up my knife and stab it into the table by his hand and I hear gasps. He looks at me and fear flashes in his eyes for a minute. He nods I sigh and go back to eating. 

"Sorry about that" I say to Selena

"No it's fine. I get it" She says looking at Justin who sighs

"you to?" I ask

"Yeah" He mumble

"Selena remember that thing I told you?" I ask

"Yes" She replies

"I could have driven it in and not hurt a single thing in his hand" I tell her

She giggles and I look at Lance's face who groans.

"Come on love show her the scar" I tell him

He sighs and rolls up his shirt to show her the scar near his heart. 

"You did that?" Justin asks

"Yes. Lance learned not piss me off" I say smirking

My phone started ringing and her song was my ring tone. Selena giggles and I answer it. 

"Well hello Sexy" I say into my phone

"Hello beautiful" Jack says

"Holy s**t" I hear Selena mumble

"Yes he sounds eatable doesn't he?" I say to her

She smiles at me and i wink

"Soph" Jack snaps

"Sorry honey. What?" I say

"How are you doing?" He asks

"Good. But I didn't find a near little one to play with" I say winking at Selena

"Oh lord" He says sighing

"Don't worry baby. She is gorgeous" I say

Selena laughs loudly and I smirk. 

"Now that little mama is not playing fair" Jack says

"I think it's totally fair. Lance refuses to touch me so I have to get it somewhere" I tell him

"Ok I got go. Bye" He says and hangs up

"I love f*****g with him. He now needs a cold shower" I say sitting back down

"I need a cold shower" Justin mutters

I wink at Selena and stand up and walks towards Justin. I walk up behind him and his shoulders tense and I lean down to his ear that is closet to Selena and smile. 

"What's wrong Justin? Did it turn you on to think of me playing her body like a fiddle? Or did it turn you on to think about sitting there watching it happen?" I whisper as I trail my lips down his neck

He shudders and I grin and pull back and look at Selena and grin. She was shocked but she winked and I walked behind her. I bend down to her ear and whisper.

"Play along" I whisper

I run my hands over her shoulders and massage roughly and she moans and I see Lance and Justin squirm. Stefan and Calvin had left before we ate so we are alone. I run my hand inside her shirt and in between her boobs and she sucks in a breath. I lean down and kiss down her neck and I bite down on her sensitive spot and she screams. I pull back and she is left panting. I walk over and sit in my seat and smirk. 

"Woah" Selena says catching her breath

"exactly. I'm good" I tell her

"Lance why the f**k aren't you touching her?" Selena snaps

"Um" Lance says

"Because apparently i'm going crazy and he wants me to focus on me but he doesn't  wanna touch me and he doesn't want anyone else touching me. But what he fails to realize cause I will get it somewhere else" I tell her

"Because i'm dominant in the bedroom and I don't wanna hurt her" He says to her

"we have been f*****g for 3 almost 4 years and your just now worried about breaking me" I say

"Soph" He says sighing

"Don't Lance. I don't wanna hear it" I say standing up

He growls and next thing I know i was pinned to the wall and he was in my face. 

"Stop" He commands

I struggle and he tightens his grip on my throat and I freeze. He leans down to kiss me and I turn my head and he growls loudly. He yanks my face to his and kisses me harshly. I moan into the kiss and he chuckles and pulls back. 

"Like putty in my hands" He whispers against my lips

"f**k you" I growl

"Oh I plan on it. now do you want a audience or private?" He asks

"Let them watch" I whisper

"As you wish my love" He says and kisses me again

They follow us to a room that is locked and when we step in I gasp. 

"I brought along a few things just encase" He says

I walk over and pick up the whip and I put it in the drawer away from site and I look at him. He nods and let's me finish. I pick up the knife and look at him.

"I know what you thinking and it's just for the zip ties love" He say taking it from me

I nod slowly and let it leave my fingers.

"Soph you know I would never" he tells me

"i know" I whisper

"God then let's get started." He says 

He smirks and that's when the fun begins.