Celia's POV I didn't move a single muscle because if I did, I would be in agonizing pain. I wanted to die, I wished for it but for some reason my body didn't just give out on me. I didn't understand this. I didn't understand why they would do this or how they could do this. I don't understand what they told Simon to get him to do this to me. Whatever it was, it had to be bad. Those are the only two things I wanted right now, to understand and to die. I wanted to be with Blake. Thoughts of joining him soon were the only thing that made the pain a little bit better. I also prayed that my pups would be ok and that they would be found soon and that my sister would take them in and love them like they deserved. I also prayed for a slow and painful death of Tyler and my mom. They deserved ever

