Chapter 89
Heavy Heart
(Amara’s POV)
The house felt suffocating, each room pressing in on me with a weight I couldn’t bear. Jay had ordered the security detail to keep me and the boys inside, safe from Zara’s reach. But safety felt like a gilded cage, and the weight on my heart was too heavy to ignore.
I had to see Jay. I had to make sure he was okay. I had to tell him I was sorry. This all was starting to feel like my fault.
“Mommy, are we going to see Daddy today?” Tej asked, his innocent eyes brimming with hope.
I knelt down and hugged him tightly, fighting back the tears. “Not today, sweetheart. But soon. I promise.”
Zian tugged at my sleeve. “But we miss him.”
“I know,” I whispered, kissing their foreheads.
Once the boys were settled with Nina, their nanny, I began to plot
