Chapter 71
Turmoil
(Amara’s POV)
I’ve prided myself in knowing that I would do absolutely anything for my children. I was their mother, and it was my duty. I know that. But I raised them on my own, I have made every decision for them since the time I knew I was pregnant.
I had left this life behind, thinking I was providing a better future for them.
I wanted to know what I was doing now was right as well.
I just didn’t have the answer this time.
Watching Jay and his reactions just solidified one thing: I was not ready to have him in my life. He was the one that had been in love with another woman when he married me. He was the one that decided I was not worthy of being loved. He was the one that pushed me to the brink, and I still found a way to push it aside so that my sons
