DIARY OF TWO LOVERS

Strive to be educated and loved

So much fees to pay in the school, probability to afford the money is null.

what should I do?

Ocean proceed the thought to arrive to a solution. His sadden-faced dearth what to do. After a lenghthy thought, he brought to open his phone and dialed a number. It rung numerous times and there was no answer.

He moan like he got shot in the heart. He wasn't active to catch the way out so then he thinks he'll get a response to his call.

he redialled the number yet it a change-up for him. he was weak and frustrated so he drop off the phone to the bed.

"what life am I smacking here, I am not capable for my accountability right after I got admission,"

He took his phone ounce more to send message to his recipient. He changed his rationale, one more after countless strive won't faden his individualism. He attempted again, it rung as if the receiver would glance through his pester and save the soul with money.He nearly said "hello" until he actualized the world is not factual, it rung off.

"What will I do now that Aunty Rebecca isn't ready to descrn more of my calls"

He put to test one more time, it rung but, he was desperate that his insinuation nearly take place before the sound "hello".

"Did I in reality perceive a voice?" he spoke up like he was chewing baked food.

"Yes ma, I set to reach you countless time but i guess you have tons of things to do"

"I was engrossed to a chore when your call came in, it is not problem, huh? Aunt Rebecca asked.

"Not at all ma. Pls I need a help, I need certain amount to cover up some expenses here. Am drowning in thinking of this to get solution to my puzzling".

"Am sorry Ocean, I would love to help out except am occupied with many affairs within the family. Mary is with me and I've been all she has now"

Ocean was weary and has his visage hold off to calamity.

"Am sorry Ocean," Aunty Rebacca concluded.

His phone slide off his hand right to the floor and it broke down.

He took it up again to set it back to his initial state. He restarted it and it rung out instantaneously.

"who is that?" Ocean put back the cover and look to the screen of the phone to see who has called.

Hello Ocean how have you been? Are you in good health? Mum asked.

"No mum, am not good and cheerful to respond to this call. what is your strive so far?"

"You will have to calm so we could see the finish of this and more that would come"

"When is the finish?" Ocean couldn't reverence his mum over this, he's fatigued to see to the end.

"Don't be like this, your Dad is away to look out for money. Will you cool off to discern how it will end"

"OK I will mum"

He put away the phone so he could subdue the anger even though he did disappoint her mum with that action. His phone rang again, he was frustrated to receive one more call.

"Ocean, did you get off the call?"

Ocean looks down as his anger cool down like the ice-cold. He got no response and hold up for a period of time.

"My apologies, I am weary to pass one stages of excuse to another. This is no like new motivational word to me."

"That doesn't give away the rights to disconnect the call when I still talk. Will all the things under discussion be solved?" His mum asked

"Am sorry mum, I thought that would help out"

His Mum credit was used up and it disconnect the call before the discussion was set a conclusion on.

His mum was not cheerful of the happening. The fact that Ocean set end to the call is irritating, yet she catch not much bad-mannered in his action. He could have really get rid of the hope from his parents. She would reach him later he purchase more credit.

He thinks of varies activities he would encounter to solve with money. He needs to purchase handout because the exam was timelined to commence few weeks in front of now.

The lectures are concluded, hence, he stayed back home to sleep and collar way out to his circumstances. He has nothing dear in his owedome to sell off and end his worries.

"His phone could aid get down the uneasiness"

What will keep on his company? How will he get to Shelly?

He set side by side the aftereffects of selling his phone. Shelly is a friend who could understand the circumstance but the adherent individual who always note phone as his matehood, it would be difficult to give out the phone.

He moved heaven and earth to see one and more solutions. He never saw another way through, the solution stand alone and no more to take place.

He sold out his phone when there was no two possibilities and it paid all the expenses he was facing.

Later the long challenges, the semester ended and there was a two months break.

Ocean has no phone except a small phone which could lonely make calls. His stay for the break could have been tedious but he used his Dad iPad to desist from boringness. He would chat Shelly on f*******: each day and also give her call to log in many times. There was so many admonition and opinions attached to their chattings.

"Will this moved Shelly to reconsider him?"

He would put together more effort to show off the universe that he was the best and least of his kind. Ocean doesn't drink neither does he bet nor watch football. Those three nimbleness and more are many men daily activity. It is rare to see men without one in those qualities. But Ocean is unusual and weird, he has no such attributes.

Even so Shelly comes to know about how expensive guys like Ocean are, she didn't acknowledged him.

Later the relieve off the break, Ocean put to past the affection. It seems the love is deadened, there could left a natural likes.

Their world are not identical. Ocean has zilch phone and aged dresses, his Dad seized up the liberty to go to school along with his iPad. Shelly used expensive phone, dear and beauteous dresses. With this comparison Ocean could not be acknowledged, virtually all lady would want a date and marry a moneyed guy.

Ocean was blind to observe that Shelly could go after moneyed guy. If he could flashback without a lapse, she said;

"I have a boyfriend".

"Did she actually go for that?" Ocean concluded that there was no real motive to declined him, he was wealthless though.

There was limit to the convocations, cookings and visiting. Both of them changed, the friendship candle burns down, will it restored? It could but not one of them is ready to get ahead. It's not ever worth considering when they met on a wayfare, more like a accidental encounter in the street.

Ocean concentrate on his friends in identical apartment who also were Shelly's friends but, not one of the is ever close to her like Ocean.Before and after Shelly it was them. Lots of time they do many common things like; cooking collectively, shop together and as well go out together for visits and more.

Ocean stand to his feet and forget about Shelly for now.