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I took a walk to the park, I sighed and took a seat staring at the 3 kids playing, cute I thought.
So I’m pregnant I placed my hand on my tummy
My baby I smiled
“Hello”
“Huh” I turned to my left but didn’t see anyone
“I’m down here sir”
I looked down “Oh” A cute chubby emerald eyes stared back at me.
“Wow” I exclaimed
“Hi how may I help little one” I asked
“I..I can’t find my mama” he said
Oh no that's bad “Do you remember where you last saw her” I asked
He shook his head in the negative
I sighed
Patting His head
“C’mon let's look for mummy” I said opening my arms for him.
“What's your name?”
“Nioli” he wispered
Huh what a strange name u thought
“Do you remember the way home” I asked
“Yes”he replied
“Let's go Little one” adjusting him on my arm
“Are you sure this is this right way?” I asked Nioli for the tenth time
“Yes”
Nioli didn't really know the way home because since his little you know. We've walked around and around and still walking but no mama ye-
“Mamaaa”
Oh, finally.
“Nikolai!!!” a red haired woman exclaimed walking towards us.
So his name is actually Nikolai... Hmm.. Interesting I thought.
“Hi” so you're his mom? I asked
“Yes, I am, thank you very much” she replied
“Come her baby” she stretches her hand to gab him.
I held unto him tighter
“Sir you are still holding unto him” she voiced
“Oh I'm sorry” here I handed him over to her.
“Bye Nikolai have a nice day and you to mam” I let out a faint smile hasteninly turning around.
“Stupid stupid me” I sighed
His not yours, you are still pregnant
Pregnant?
Oh my goodness I forgot I was pregnant for my boss, my mate.
I hurriedly walked home, tears threatening to spill from my eyes, getting home trying to unlock the door my hands were shaking, finally unlocking it I pushed my self inside stumbling to get to my nest in my closet.
I sobbed silently there
Why me?
I've been good my whole life why did fate have to always make my life miserable, first my sister then my mate, now a baby.
I trembled, where would I start from.
I can't abort an innocent child, my suppresants and drugs is already doing the poor thing harm.
Why can't my life be peaceful like camila greens mate.
I'm not very religious but I try to do the right things very day.
Did I do anything wrong?
I cried myself to sleep.
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