*Jay's POV*
“I really am sorry, Alan.” I whispered when we reached his car. I don’t know why I was crying. I guess I just never wanted him to find out like this.
“I know. I’m not upset. I’m surprised, I guess.” He admitted. “I mean, you and Callan Mewes. Never saw that coming.”
“Yeah that’s kind of what makes our affair so easy to get away with. Everyone is too shallow to think I would actually like him.”
“Is this a new development or have you always felt this way?”
“I started liking him in 8th grade and have loved him from afar since then. And then this magical thing happened and somehow we ended up finding our way to each other.” I replied.
Alan looked down. “So I never stood a chance then?”
I sighed heavily. “I guess not.”
“Is there something wrong with me?” There were now tears
