An Author's Thought

"I am okay." Atleast that's what I thought. I never ask for other people's empathy. I choose to keep it to myself. I choose to write my frustrations and emptiness on my stories. I choose to let people see only my happiness. I choose to think that everything will be okay even even if it hurts like hell. And I hope people will still understand me when I choose to walk away. But I hope to have atleast one person to ask me " Why? ". I hope there is someone thinking how did I manage to write my stories. I hope someone will ask me if I am really Okay. I may look strong outside but there is always a part of me asking "Why did you choose to keep it?" "How can you still smile in front of them even if you're hurting?". But at the end of the day I will just tell myself... " Hey Self!! Please calm down. Saying you're okay depends on how they will react on it. Don't be sad. Soon you'll meet a person who will realize your worth and feel your thouhts then you'll feel better." "Keep going self. I know you can do it." I love you. Hugs and kisses.