I barely slept that night, tossing and turning as my mind and heart battled within me, trying to decide whether I was making a mistake. The decision that I swore to myself was the right one, wasn't settling well with my aching heart. I was sure that I had to walk away. I couldn't get involved in this overly complicated disaster with Sean. It would bring nothing other than pain and catastrophe. Besides, it wasn't like there was anything between us, right? "Argh!" I groaned, throwing my pillow across the room and sitting up. I kicked my legs over the edge of the bed, noting the time on the clock at my side, three forty-six am. I slunk out of my room, and down the stairs, where I ended up in the kitchen, my feet tingling with the cold from the hardwood floor. I knew I had to be at work in ju

