BROKEN ANGEL

"Dad, come in, can I help you with anything, do you need anything" "ooh nothing, princess,daddy just wants to talk to you, I can see you are just done with your shower" I don't know why but something didn't feel right the moment my dad walked in to my bedroom.I had just finished my shower and I was about to get dressed when I heard him knock.But something felt different today from the way he was looking at me..it was not the normal admiration a father would have for a daughter,it was...it was lust, my dad..no, no Moira.. come on Ira..you are just overthinking..he is your dad.. your father Ira.. besides it is not the first time he is seeing you half naked, he even allows you to wear clothes no daughter in a African home would adorn so relax okay. "Yes papa, am just done with my shower, it's my graduation today remember, so if you excuse me, I'll just get dressed in a jiffy and join you and Mom in the car". " Your mom has gone out for a while, but don't worry we won't be late for your graduation, you will definitely graduate from medical school with high grades, because my daughter is a genius, and as I can see, lately she has grown curvy and more beautiful, an African gem indeed". My dad said all this taking little steps towards me and I don't know why but my intuition sensed danger, I too started taking little steps backwards but I kinda forget how small my room was so I ended up being sandwiched between the wall and him.My dad was saying weird things to me, weird because of the tone he used to say whatever he was saying. I was only in a towel with nothing underneath, and the looks my own dad was giving me was making my head scream "run". He started tracing his hand up my thigh and my hand quickly grabbed the towel tightly around me. "aaaah....da..d.. what are you doing..? "princess..dad only wants to taste all this assets, this lips,this smooth skin...all this.. before you could give it to anyone else." God help me, this isn't happening, no this is not my dad, I have to get out of here, but how, my dad is a well built man, even at his late 40s he still looked 24, I can't even fight him and win even if I tried.He touched my lips with his thud and traced my face with his other fingers and said he wanted to taste all this before I gave it anyone else. why was he saying all this he is my dad..why..no Ira you have to stop him. " am..dad..i..i need to get dressed now..mom is waiting..and my graduation starts in an hour, I have to get ready..so please excuse me I need to get dressed." " Don't worry darling,we will meet your mom there.. and this won't take long if you just be a good girl and play along... yeah it will hurt.. it's your first time.. but dad will take care of you princess.." "Wha...aat do you mean by that?" "You are smarter than that Moira, you know what I mean by that, but I'll say it aloud for you to hear, I want you, I want to do things to you no man has ever did, I want to touch you in places no other person has..I want to fill you up in.." " Stop,stop please..and get out of my room..you are my dad for crying out loud, why would you think that way about your own daughter" Was I really hearing all this from my dad.. like my ever loving, caring overprotective dad, no, no something is definitely very wrong here, who is this man.. because my dad would never think of me this way, something was certainly wrong, very wrong. " my daughter, you see princess that's were you go wrong but that a topic for another day when am not this turned on". " what do you mean by that". "Ira Ira... daddy has just said that that is a discussion for another day, right now let's discuss about us" "what do you mean by us?" " lemme show you mhh" He tried to undo the knot on my chest formed by the towel but my hand grabbed it before him, he gave me a smile that I didn't like that much, actually his smile is something I had grown to love since childhood, but there was something behind it today, that I couldn't interpret, but what I needed now is to get out of this situation but how..am too weak for him..I weigh forty f*****g kilos at 21 am skinny as hell, my height compared to his, I fit right into his arms, I can't even scream because no one will hear me...my phone I need to grab my phone and call Gina maybe if she hears this conversation she will know something is up and come to my rescue.I scanned the room for my phone and to my own lack it was just next to where I was standing on my dressing table.Then I thought if things go wrong I need to escape.The door is situated on the opposite wall which is like ten steps away from where I was standing, i.e my own..the widow nest to my bed is closed so that is certainly not an option. I concluded that my only option right now was to act like I was into what he wanted from me rather what I thought he wanted from me. "aaaah..dad.. if I am to give in.. what makes you think I will want you to bed me and what makes you think am still a virgin' He smiled in a seductive way,ran his eyes up and down my body, removed his hands from the Wall and turned around with one hand on waist and another on his chin.I quickly traced my hand on the dressing table and brought my phone near me.I quickly opened it still looking at his back, i thanked God I talked to Gina before I slept last night,so her name was top of the call history.I pressed call and turned the phone up side down just when he was turning around. He looked at me for a while and then asked " Moira, how old am?". "45" " Exactly, and mind you, am quite popular among women, so princess,I would know and I know a virgin when I see one,and that you are my dearest". I walked to my bed which was a few steps to the left side of where I was standing and sat down and continue playing along with him because I was definitely sure Gina had already picked up my call.. little did I know that that was the biggest mistake I did that day. I crossed my legs, something I do all the time when I sit, psychology says it's a sign of self confidence, exposing my legs even more,this made him lick his lips and kneel one knee down infront of me with one hand on his lap supporting him head. "And what makes you think that I would want my dad to be my first,aah daddy" "can you say daddy again,it's doing wonders down there when it rolls out of your tongue like that" "what?' He looked at me and laughed exposing his dimple on the left chick.I know this was the wrong time for my head to think like this, but my dad was definitely hot even if he was on his way to my bad books and becoming a p*****t which he is even before today. "my innocent naive baby girl, you mean to tell me you have never noticed,rather never noticed how much effect you have on men around you,for starters, you are an epitome of the statement `beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder`. Those eyes of yours my dear a worth every staring and that birthmark you got around your left eye just makes everything about your face scenics,and not forgetting those yummy looking plumb lips of yours.. Jesus Christ..Moira you are beautiful with your tiny curves.. just the right size ..every part of you, trust me,is quite the piece of art.You know that saying that beautiful people were created in the morning when God had just had breakfast and was fully refreshed, you my dear daughter was created on the eighth day, after God had a whole day rest and decided now it was the time for the masterpiece..taraaaa Moira Michael, and that's you sweetie. Remember all those times you came complaining that you didn't have a boyfriend like your fellow girls in highschool, but girls were hitting on you,why wouldn't they Ira, just look at you, an African beauty.Tell you what, the reason why boys couldn't approach you,it's because you are a too much of a big package for them to handle,and that's where I come in, a real man, who has lots and lots of experience, who knows how to handle a real gem like you, so yeah am qualified to be your first Moira. On another day, in a different situation, hearing my dad praise my beauty this much, would have given me so much joy, but today, today I felt disgusted with everything he said. "Dad,I don't want you to be my first, not now not ever not even in the next life,so please just get those sick fantasies you have of me out of your head and leave my room and let me dress up I have a graduation to attend in the next forty minutes". "I only want fifteen of those forty minutes Ira". Moira's p.o.v Everything felt like a scene from a movie,a scene that had shattered my life,a scene that broke me into so many pieces that I can't put me together again,a scene that will forever be registered in my head. How could I be this weak, how come I didn't fight strong enough to save my dignity, how could I let this happen to me. One minute he was kneeling in front of me, and another he had my hands tied on the headboard of my bed,I couldn't even comprehend how his belt went from his waist to the wrist that fast.The only thing I thought of doing right that moment was to scream for help from whoever will hear me, which was impossible but I won't be losing this war without a fight.I also kicked him with my legs has strongly as I could whilst trying to yank my hands from where they were tied. To this, he responded by grabbing my legs and positioning himself between them and covering my mouth with one of his hand and the other he used for support so that he could hover over me. "No,mhhhhhh,no baby.. don't get daddy mad,no screaming, at least not for help, because you will not be getting any from anyone,the only sound I want to hear from you is a moan,or you screaming my name with pleasure, okay baby Moira, please behave yourself and I promise this won't take much of your time,mhh" And that's when I realized that this is how I got r***d by own father,and I could do absolutely nothing about it because I was that weak and helpless all I could do was sit there and cry and sob because his hand was still covering my mouth. He started to kiss my neck has he moved down wards to my chest and breast and nibbled on them has he moaned.All I could do was cry feel disgusted and hopeless. "Promise me you won't scream again and I will let go of your mouth, promise, okay, because I need my hands to feel every inch of you" "Please dad, don't do this to me, I am your daughter, please don't do this to me I beg you please get off me, please dad please" "shhhhhh baby, don't beg so much,I might actually listen and give in to your pleading,and I don't want to because am so turned on right now,so if I give in who will take care of this b***r, so let me do something that will shut you up, I had a handkerchief with me, yes here it is, and we put it right here around your mouth like this,taraaa..Moira is quite,and am gonna lower all this because I don't have time to get undressed". I have never felt this helpless,I couldn't do anything to save my dignity except lie there and cry my eyes out and hate myself and this man I call my father. I felt him touch my flower garden down there and he looked up at me with a surprise written on his face. "You are not wet, why,is my touch not turning you on princess or should I give a tongue job but we don't have time for that baby..we are getting late for your graduation, so I'll just get straight to the point". And with that he thrusted into in one move and he was in..and that was the most painful thing that has ever happened to me..I felt like a bone had been broken inside me, every cell in my body felt the impact and my sobs and tears instantly ceased and I was just there, like if my soul had died with the thrust.I could here him say how tight I was and how much he was enjoying whatever he was doing, but I had fallen into a place where I was feeling nothingness.He grabbed my breast and squeezed them has he climaxed but I didn't feel the pain..I felt numb. And just when he was done, I heard Regina call my name downstairs. "Chumchum".