Chapter Nine For the next few months, I found myself in a state of depression; without Josh, I truly had no one. I felt like a loser eating in the café alone, with no one to work out with, no one to talk to except Dr. Michaels, and most of the time, I just felt like I was being judged and interrogated by him. Finally, I decided to go for a hike one morning after my breakfast. The weather was beautiful, and it was a perfect day to go for an outing. As I climbed the path, I was nostalgic. Thinking of all the times Josh and I had been there together. I went to our spot and rested down the blanket. I got on it and laid back, taking in the entire scene. A light breeze made the trees sway, the chirping of birds singing through my ears; it was amazingly peaceful. I stayed there for a few hours,

