Chapter Forty- Four
I couldn’t get out of bed for three days, nor could I stop the thunderstorm I started that night that wouldn’t subside. The vision of Josh and Emma anguished me. Don’t get me wrong, part of me was happy he found someone, who adored him, and rightfully so, but the other part of me was enraged with jealousy, an emotion I had never felt in my life.
I lay in bed, almost paralyzed with depression. I never found out what significance Amethyst played with my mother; Chrys evidently had no idea what Star could have possibly meant when she had seen her, and Josh- f*****g Josh. A perfect man that I ruined for myself. A man that loved me like no other person ever did in my life, and I just walked away. I had convinced myself it was for him that I left, but the truth was it was m
