With the wind rushing around me and the cars driving past like a ticking clock, I chose to go straight on, for I firmly believed that confronting your fears was the best way to overcome them. Okay, so perhaps my reasoning was a bit illogical but I couldn’t think of any other way to go and what did it really matter which way I went? One way or another I would find Shane and I would find Derek. I wasn’t too sure on who I wanted to find first, if I found Shane I was scared that I would become distracted and give Derek time to escape from the city – by now he must have been aware that I was here. But, if I found Derek, I didn’t want to lose who I was by killing him, I didn’t want the feeling of murdering him to change the core of my humanity. I didn’t want it to corrupt who I was.
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