Esme I was exhausted last night after the meeting. I still felt like I hadn’t slept in weeks. Erik stood guard outside of the apartment and Lucas had several warriors patrolling the outside of the pack house as well. It was driving me crazy to have so many people watching my every move. I tried to go to sleep, but it was useless without Lucas to help me settle down. I decided to pull out the Book of Shadows my mom gave me and read through it a little more. The book contained spells, notes, and potions my grandmother gathered over her lifetime and things she learned from her mother. She also had a small section about things she knew about her sister’s magic. If I'm going to do this, I need to research and know everything I possibly can. That's what I'm good at. Reading, researching, lear

