Lucas
Living life in a constant state of anxiety has been exhausting. Knowing that we will be attacked but not knowing when or how is driving me absolutely insane. The guy, Scott that Chase had infiltrated Ben's circle, said that Ben told them to be ready. But he won't tell them until he's ready to move. I have to give this guy credit. He has made it very hard to track his movements. We should at least get somewhat of a notice this time, but it's still frustrating.
Having Mason here has been beneficial for me. We’ve been able to spend quite a bit of time together since I try to keep him busy when Kenzie is hiding from him. Without jealousy over Esme clouding my judgment, I realized I actually liked hanging out with him. I really hope things work out with Kenzie. Esme seems pretty sure t
