You Are Mine

Ep4| New Beginnings

Diane's pov

"Mistake?"

I heard myself ask. Oh God please don't let the tears fall. I tried hard to keep from crying in front of him. I didn’t know why I felt that way, so hurt hearing him say that bi was not one to show weakness. Especially in front of him. I needed to be strong remember why I did what I did. There I gave him the look he dreaded most, the one he knew I gave only to the Dutch bags.

I gave him my b***h-face. ha! If not for the situation I was in I was sure I would have been panting for breath for laughing too hard. I couldn't even smile. And with that he just stormed out.

I just thought maybe we could build something together, since age six I had this big crush on Faith. I always had a dream about us living in a castle, having babies and living happily ever after.

I always thought of him as my boyfriend till that damn Ivy came between us! she took him away from me and I remember crying myself to sleep the day he introduced her as his girlfriend. I felt like crushing her bones and dumping it into the furnace like what bigger Thomas did to Mary in Native son but I saw how he adored her, looked at her when she was not looking. I had to be happy for him well that's what best friends do right?

I knew I shouldn't be happy but I was the happiest when they broke up, Faith was worked up and I had to sleep over to make sure he didn't do something stupid! There I knew I'd never stop loving him. On my 18th birthday I wanted to celebrate freedom! So we got drunk but I had little because I was responsible for driving that’s when everything came clear. I asked him if he loved me, even in his state of drunkenness he told me how he adored me and only saw me as his little sister. I knew I'd never have him for myself, he'd never look at me in a different way. That's why I needed a fraction of him in my life, I need his blood, his baby.

I realized that since I would never have him for myself then I am going to have something of his. Yes! I can't stand him marrying someone else! I know she would take him away from me completely. No more outing for both of us, he's going to have children and we'd be separated. I can't take that. it is better I have his baby and loose him than to lose him with nothing of his left with me. I really hope he understands me.

I discreetly left the resignation letter on Alice's desk. I didn't want anybody questioning me about my sudden decision. Fine I admit, I was afraid I might breakdown if anyone did. I called for an uber just after packing.

Finally! God I’m trembling.

"Please let me make it in time, please” I muttered to nobody in particular

Ding. Ding..

“Please ma'am your drive is in"

"Um okay two-munities"

"I'll be waiting"

Breath Diane, breath. Passport check! good. I called Meg my friend to secure my house for me. I was really grateful she didn't question me about my sudden departure I knew she understood me and I was thankful for that.

It turns out, walked into the private jet!

Well I thought I was going to take my flight till David offered his jet. I thanked my stars he called at the right time and even though I refused- he just couldn’t take no for an answer. I confess I almost forgot my problems when I walked into his jet, it was beautiful.

The seats did not only look comfortable, it actually served its purpose. The incredible aircraft included cinemas, marble baths, aquariums, Rolls Royce garages, glass floors, concert halls, well-being rooms, thrones, chef's kitchens and gold seat buckle damn!  The detail on the doors resembled a luxury home rather than a means of transportation.

The kitchen could produce a gourmet meal to wile away the hours on a long flight. The curving lines of this jet disguise the fact you are inside an aircraft even large bathrooms were elegantly designed to make a big impression! I was in the other side of Heaven! Then there was my room! It was long day and I really did need the rest. I stretched on the comfy bed like a kitten waiting for dream land.

But the something caught my eye. It was a note.

"I can't wait to see you, love always David.  I just hope he sees me as a friend now.

Faith's pov

I went back to my desk very irritated. She didn't even let me voice out my reasons, she just flamed up! And here I thought only redheads had such temper! Fine If that's how she wants it then she'd sure have it. I told her is either she leaves or I do but hell I can't quit! and I sure don't want her to.

"Resigned" That was the only word that kept ringing in my ears. she's gone but then it felt like I fell from Everest a thousand times. Why did this have to happen!  Why did I take her to my house! All this mess was my fault!  If only I had drove her home.

But she slept over my place like a 100 times and none of such crossed our minds. I felt terrible for doing this to her.  She's my best friend and we understood each other pretty well. Oh God! Fine, she wins. I took my car keys off the key-board in my office before heading to her house.

"I was going to make things right"

Upon reaching her house, her lights are out. Nah she can't be sleeping. I know Diane, she won't sleep this early no matter what. I remember when she had to take her sleeping pills to ease the pain when she first hit puberty it didn't even work for her.  I tried calling her phone but it was off. God I hope she's not drinking. She did that when she was depressed. 

"Diane where are you" I sat in my car.

"Where could she be?"

Diane's pov

At last I was in Vila! With the most beautiful sereneness one could imagine. Oh the air here was different, refreshing and the good smell of nature. As soon as I turned to take my Calvin kelvin hand bag a male voice greeted me.

"You look gorgeous Queen"

"David! Um I didn't know you would be coming"

"Why not?"

"You are a busy man" I said trying to evade his welcome kiss.

"Diane, come on I’m just being courteous"

"I know but I’m just exhausted, forgive me"

"fine. let's go home then"

I didn't want to urge with David right now. I was just not ready for a headache. I will go with him today and transport back to my house tomorrow by Grace.

"I am glad you accepted to come by my baby, hope you enjoyed your flight"

"Sure, it’s a beautiful jet never knew you could afford it" he chuckled at that

"Well you never payed attention Diane. I told you I was a billionaire but I guess that wasn't enough to win your heart"

"Dave I-"

"I understand" he said cutting me off. The silence between as now was making me uncomfortable. I knew David loved me but I just couldn't keep lying to myself. He was getting pretty serious thank God I knew of his plans to propose to me before anything else!

The truth? I was afraid of committing to him so I broke up with him. David was too nice and great to deceive or hurt, I didn't want to continue lying to him. I knew he didn't take our break up well but he still offered his friendship and I gladly accepted. At least he was very understanding

"We are here " I jerked up at this.

"Oh good" A man meat as half way and offered to take my bags from David.

"Nice house! I love it! God Dave, you leave in paradise"

"I think it is with you here"

"Mm really? because I’m going to take charge like I’m the boss here and you, young man are going to do as I say" I said between laughter

"As you say princess" he showed me to my room and yes as expected very elegant like a Queen's luge

The bed felt so soft I just smug my face in it as soon as my body came in contact with it.

"Knock know " who is it?" I said between sleep.

"Madame it's Lidia should I serve you breakfast?"