What You Wish

My name is Louann . I was a lonely single mom of one child . we have lived this way for 5 years just me and her . We were happy ish. She never complained . One day I decided I waa tired of being alone and not getting the things I needed as a woman so I downloaded some dating apps . So im on these apps looming through ppl and getting random messages . At first i was just doing the get my fix thing . SO a few randoms I'm like im so done . My best friend Noel was like girl u deserve happiness after the hell u been through . I just looked at and was like babes im not ready for more its hell and i cant do it . She loomed sad but nodded Ok sweets ahe said . We drank and talked on night then slept most the day it was my daughters dads weekend so I could do that . We decided to go clubbing like normal ppl lol . We were in the car when I said Babes do u really think I can be more than what i am now to someone I feel like a nothing im not me anymore . She said Sweets when are ready you will know . As we pulled into the club it was so full . I got out of the car and walked up to the doors to enter and they looked us up and downed and said Bounce 1 hey sexys save us a dance and winked. I laughed hard . Bouncer 2 Just smiled and opened our door. Inside : Louann lets get some shots and drinks so we can get this party started . Ok lets go . We got like six shots and walked off the bartender just looked at us weird we didn't care . I was so nervous it has been forever since I been out so I enjoyed it and was so happy to dance and party with my bestie .