When the soul, heart and mind

When the heart, mind and soul works together a deeper connection than usual is form. Here is an intriguing story of eval and Ivan Life can be hard and things get frustrating but whenever eval is drained ivan voice keeps echoing in her head like a music of relief. The bond of communication between them cannot be traced to a specific date but eval can vividly remember when she was ten, she was depressed and sad but Ivan told her through their unusual mind connection " Oh, I did this wrong" Eval confused hearing someone else's voice in her mind, obviously not hers said in her mind " Yeh I know, I always do everything wrong, just today I humiliated myself in class." She said in her mind " That's not my case though, I just broke dad glasses." He said in his mind She laughed and said " You're dead". Then the voice went away Then ahe came to realization, who was she talking to in mind?, was she going insane? she was all alone in her room so where was the voice coming from. That was how an usual connection was ignited by two people from different worlds, two ends of the world. Now at eval sixteen years of life " I'm so miserable, I hate my life." She thought " What now ?" The voice was back " I missed test today because of tuition, I'm yet to balance my tuition fee. To top it up people in class thinks I'm stupid and dull because I'm always quiet in class. The school bus chapter is different, insufficient finance and all. I feel like I don't just fit in." Obviously in her mind The other voice laughs " That's not funny." " So do you belief what your mates say about you?" "Yes, no, maybe. I don't know, ok.. I think I believe because a few of my friends left me for no apparent reason. They didn't just tell me and expected me to know." " They just don't bother to see your worth of they do you won't be so bother right now. And you know the worst of it all." " What?" " You also don't see your own worth." " Com'on." " You know I'm right." " I wonder what you look like in reality." " May be one day we'll pass by on the street." " And not know we are the ones." She said and they both laughed. Oneday " It beautiful." Eval though looking at a very beautiful sunset after a very stressful day at school. " Looking at the sunset, cool." He said "Finally you're back, you just come and go anytime anywhere, just all of a sudden." " Com'on just like you I don't have control over it, I get disconnected at anytime." He thought and she smiled " Do you know what I was wondering about, could it be that each person has a perfect person that can complete their life? Oh no, some one is coming and I'm not properly dress." " Run inside now." " What! He'll see me. Oh no he's already here. He has seen me already." " Listen to me, RUN." he said and she awkwardly run away in from of the visitor " OMG, I'm so embarrassed. He must now think I'm crazy. I know I'm a weirdo, who I'm alrlways in an embarrassing situation." " Calm down bby girl. You should start doing thing out of your usual life routine." " But it was embarrassing, I looked stupid." She said he laughed and told her all the crazy things he's done and they both laughed and their whole communication was what liven the day. Eval became a little, not a little, seriously witdrawn from the physical world. Spent most of her time talking to Ivan even though she doesn't know his name their connection doesn't allow for it. She has never had a boyfriend maybe because all the guy in class see her as stupid or because she doesn't like the ones around but one thing for sure is that all her friends had a boyfriend, obviously a seventeen year old is always expected to have a guy in high school. Eval went to a debate competition and when it was her turn to speak she totally went numb in front of all her mate and juniors, a senior student, looking so stupid in front of the whole school with some popular girl casting that judgemental eyes at her, as if that wasn't good enough she was made the drama club president when everyone was against it including the juniors. She tried all her best but her effort is in vain without mention that angel that stood by her to make things work, the angel name is Ruth, no matter how bad things were or are Ruth will always stick to her best friend, she's that friend that will never leave you no matter what. They both tried their best but everyone else was fighting against the success when everything was at the verge of flopping she realized that the teacher who appointed her secretly made the popular girl in charge and people cooperated with them, everything was behind her back. People brushing up her ideas like a piece of trash and she considered her story as a loser story. Fed up with all physical, emotional and financial troubles not to talk about the bullying. She tarted considering suicide, already decided and about to go for it " What do you think you're doing" Ivan said again in her mind " It's obviously everyone hates me." She said in her mind " Don't ever do this, you know how much I love you. Don't leave me, I'm sure one day I'll find you to physically be there for you." " I love you so much. And you should know how this must have been so hard for me. But having you here with me right now can make a lot of changes. I need you so much." She said sobbingpd " Let's do this, since I can't give you a hug, wrap you arms around and find a corner of your room to seat. Feel the warmth of that corner and imagine the warmth is my warmth, your arms are my arms. Think of no other thing but the positives". He thought said " I just feel like kissing you right now." She said in her mind " Too bad we can't do that no matter how much we wished to." He thought. Yeh as weird as it sound, they fell in love in a soul to soul, mental or mind method. After realizing that they've fallen in love with each other they decided to make it official mentally. They knew they were meant to be together, and when you find that one person your soul wants, don't let them go. Ivan was there in both eval happy and sad moment " Promise me you'll never leave me." Eval requested after a deep thought and almost dossing off. " I won't ..." Ivan was saying but his voice fade away in thing air at the same moment eval fell asleep. *