Emmalee I can't sleep even though I don't have much energy to stand up. Being on this bed for the past few days has really taken the rest of my strength and turned it to mush. I can't recall a time when I felt this ill. My bruises still haven't healed and seem to be getting uglier by the day. The good news is that I haven't seen Soren since our horrible fight. He's been avoiding me just as much as I've been avoiding him. I haven't seen Cade either, which is also a positive thing because every time I think about him, it feels like my heart is breaking to pieces. I thought he was someone I could count on. For anything. My only living blood relative and this is how he treats me? He chooses to remain on Soren's good side rather than support me, his sister? This thought process is maki

