“Ms.Vance, you are indeed pregnant. Now, I want…”
The sound of the doctors voiced slowly drowned out.
Fuck, I’m pregnant! What the f**k am I to do?
I know abortion wasn’t an option and adoption wasn’t either. It was the last of the last resort. I’m not looking down on those who do it, but those were never options for me. I can’t believe I’m pregnant, but then again…
3 months ago…
I just moved back to the Bay Area last Sunday. I spent the last week fixing up my apartment, which I love and meeting my team at work. I’m super excited to start work on Monday. I’m the new VP of the Her Plus team at So You! Magazine. We provide our plus size readers with dating, relationship, fashion, and everyday life advice. Tonight, I’m suppose to meet up with my girls to celebrate, but I have been literally trying to figure out how to get out of it. This weekend, all I wanted to do was relax and renew before I started work on Monday. Taking my mind off tonight, I decided to go check my mailbox for any mail. I was sifting through my mail and walking toward the elevators when I bump into a hard rock chest.
“Sor—”
I looked up and there he was.
Fuckin’ hell. Its him!
The man standing in front of me was the man of all my fantasies since I was 16. I had watched and bought all of this man’s movies. He was Dan-E Phantom, the pornstar I watched the night before as he dominated Nikki Power-p***y in his latest video. I came three times last night as I imagined myself in Nikki’s place. I started thinking of some of my favorite movies with him in it and the question that had always lived rent-free in my mind was,“Do you f**k girls bigger than a size 14?”
His eyes lit up with surprised humor and a smirk on his full lips. While mines in horror.
I said that s**t out loud?
“I’m so fuckin sorry. s**t, s**t, f**k. Please dis—”
He leans forward, “Do you suck d**k with that mouth or is it only just for cusin’?”
I open my mouth to light into him, but then I close my mouth.
I can’t be mad. s**t, that was a valid question since I started it first.
He continues, “I would love to find out your answer over dinner and perhaps you can find out mine?”
That night, we were each other’s dinner. We had f****d all over his apartment. The last round was by far the hottest thing I ever experienced. He told me to kneel and place my arms behind my back as he f****d my face. When he shoved his d**k down my throat— cumming, I came out of nowhere. And for the last three months we’ve been getting to know each other and f*****g. In the bedroom, we loved the dom/sub dynamic and outside the bedroom we would go on dates, hang out; becoming best of friends.
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I pull up to Daniel’s building and I’m dreading the outcome of this talk. I realized a while ago, I liked him a lot more than I was willing to say to his face. I’m so in my head that I don’t remember making it into the elevator up to studio 5. When I walk out and go down to the room with the green light on above it, signifying that a scene was in commence. I bypass the door and go to a smaller room next to it that has an observation window into the room in session.
Looking at the table and chairs in the room, I start getting wet and my n*****s growing hard.
Fucking Hormones!
The memory of this room takes a trip in my mind.
I felt every ridge as he pulled out and pushed into my ass.
He was f*****g me doggy-style and his f*****g was brutal, just how I liked it.
I felt the c*m he left in my p***y and my juices run out and down my leg.
I moan at the pleasurable pain as he jackhammered into my ass.
“You like that slut?”
“Ahhh, yes!!! So good.”
He whispers in my ear, “You’re such a good girl taking my d**k in your ass. But you’re a nasty slut for getting off on me cumming in you.”
By this point, he not only came in my p***y, but had came in my ass too.
“So far, I’ve came in two of my c*m dumping spots. I think I’ll c*m in you mouth next. “
I was beyond caring. I had been swimming in the sea of pleasure and pain, for I don’t know how long.
He slaps one my n****e clamped breast, which tugs on the n****e clap; pulling my n****e just a little bit and creating pain that turns into pleasure in seconds.
I moan and he does the other.
“My little slut likes pain huh?”
I nod my head.
That was the wrong thing to do.
Taking the hand he used to slap my breast, he grips my hair and yanks me up toward his chest. He quickly moves his hand to my throat, giving it a little squeeze that did nothing , but made me gush and get higher off the pleasure coursing through my body.
He slams into my ass
“Ahhhhh!!!!”
“I don’t do head nods.”
“Yes, yes, yes Daddy. I’m your little pain slut!!!!”
Without leaving my ass, he sits us down in the chair with me on his lap, pushing in all of his 10 inch monster.
I feel a little of my juice dribble out of my p***y, “Ohhhh, fuck.”
“Turn around.”
Knowing I would get a punishment if his d**k slide out of me, I twist around in his lap as his d**k plays spin the d**k in my ass. When I finally face him, he grabs my neck in a firm hold. I place my hands on top of the hand holding my neck.
He bounces me on his d**k and with his other hand, alternates between both breast slapping my clamped n*****s.
I feel my orgasm approaching, “Please Daddy, may I come?”
He goesn’t say anything.
“Please, please, please. Please Daddy, please let me c*m?”
By now I have tears rolling down my face, I’m so frustrated.
When I thought I was at my limit, he permits me to c*m.
“c*m, slut.”
I c*m all over his pelvis, shaking.
“Thank you, thank you Daddy. Thank you!!!!”
He keeps f*****g through my orgasm. I tried to lift up because I was becoming to sensitive, but he held me in place with his hand as he plowed into me.
“Don’t fuckin move. You’re my little slut, right?”
I whimper, “Yes Daddy.”
“So you take this d**k, Lorelei. Take it like the good little slut you are. My slut.”
I close my eyes, “Your slut Daddy. Your’s to f**k, your’s to pleasure, your’s punish.”
“That’s right, my little slut. Now get on your knees.”
I hop off his d**k and slide down to my knees. Without being told, I slide my mouth onto his d**k. Relaxing my throat to fit him all the way in. I keep my hands behind my back as I look up into his hood-eyes. I bop up and down, tasting his and my mixture.
“Damn baby girl, just like that.”
He used one hand to massage my scalp as I bopped up and down on his d**k.
He moans, letting me know his is about to c*m.
The first time he did it— I think he thinks him cumming in my mouth is was made me c*m from sucking him off, but it was actually him moaning that had my orgasm racing forward, the c*m was just an extra boost.
Knowing that he was about to c*m, I sped up. The noises I made, creating vibrations.
“Damn baby, I love the noises you make. I’m finna c*m. Take it all.”
When I taste the spurt of c*m, I slide my mouth down until his d**k is in my throat and I slowly slide up until the tip is the only part left in my mouth. I can feel his c*m all in my mouth and throat.
When he is finished cumming, I pop his tip out of my mouth and open wide for him to see.
I swallow all his c*m while my mouth is open.
“Good girl.”
“Thank you Daddy.”
He brings me forward to kiss.
“Lorelei, babe, you okay?”
I look up and see Daniel in front of me.
I try giving him a smile.
“What’s wrong babe?”
Not wanting to be around the bush, “I’m pregnant.”
His eyes widen.
For a split second, I thought I saw a little joy in his eyes, but then his expression changed.
I knew, right in this moment, we were over.
“And I’m keeping it.”
He walks away towards the window. Standing with his arms crosses, as he watched the crew clean up for the day.
I take a silent deep breathe.
“I know we just met not too long ago and trust me, this wasn’t in the cards for me. At least not right now, but I already see this pea size growing life in my belly as mine; my baby. I can’t abort nor give them away. I’m also not expecting for you to be with me, help raise the baby. Hell, I’m not expecting you to even make a decision about what you want to do right now.”
I step forward and turn him around to face me. I place both my hands on his cheeks, bring his eyes to mine, “Take this time to figure it out. You have 8 and a half months to let me know your decision. Either way, I won’t be mad.”
I kiss his lips for the last time before walking out the door.
I cried as I drove home and when I got home, I opened, closed, and locked my door, took off my shoes, tossed my purse and keys on the floor, and crawled into my bed and cried myself to sleep.
Right before sleep took me, I have a revelation that made heart hurt even more.
I love him.