I´m the broken mate

Alexi´s POW You know when people tell you that it´s going to be okey, that it´s light in the end of the tunnel. I have waited for that light a long time, so long that i lost all my hope. In my life there are a lot of dark secrets and lies, i have scars all over my body to remind me of all the punishments and abuse. Some people say that they would do anything for a little adventure in life but i would kill for a calm normal life, for not to be scared to go home and have a loving family but that is apparently to much to ask. Every day is almost the same, I go to school, go home, my dad take his anger out on me and then pass out, on midnight i sneak out to fight in The Underground, I come home and sleep, I think you got it, my "normal" life. You may be thinking why i don´t just fight back, pack my things and leave, but you see I can´t. I´m a werewolf and so is my dad, he is an alpha but not me I didn´t get his genes, I can´t go against him plus he is the only family I know about. His pack and mate was take from him, another alpha took our land, killed my mother and gave dad a chans to go and take me with him. Ever since then he have blamed me for her death and all that happened like 11 years ago. I´m 17 now and you could say that i´m the bad girl in school, I´m not evil or i don´t think so, sure I get in to fights often but i win them. I am best in my class and I try to have A in almost every subject so I have a slight chans of moving away from my dad. I think thats all you need to know about me for now. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Please dont blame me if it´s spelling errors in my story, I´m a new writer and english is my second language. This chapter was very chort sorry.