I Freshened up after Harry left me with some clothes which consist of a jeans and sweatshirt. Iam healing rather quickly and i don't feel the pain of wounds. I haven't seen or heard Rowan since he left the room bubbling with anger.
His anger made my heart ache and the urge to follow him and apologize was so overwhelming that i am so shocked at the feelings i am going through in his presence and also in his absence.
Is he a witch! Or iam!
Who is casting spells on whom?
There is no clock in the room and i don't know how much time have passed since I was brought here.
My stomach growls loudly, reminding me that it needs to be fed but I don't know if iam allowed to leave the room.
Is the door locked or unlocked! What if they locked me inside like a prisoner!
Why did they save me! Do they have a ulterir motive behind their good deed! We don't have a good history between our species so them being saving me is like very suspicious and i need to be very careful.
My head is going to burst with all the questions and suspicions before my stomach with hunger.
I stood up from the bed I was occupying since I came out of the bathroom all freshend up and took slow and steady steps towards the door.
My heart is thudding faster and I can feel sweat rolling down my back. I'm such a scaredy cat!
“ You shouldn't have lashed out on her, Rowan. She didn't know what she was doing.” It's Harry who is taking my side and scolding Rowan for raising his voice on me and accusing me.
I haven't even opened the door yet but I can hear them outside the room.
“ She is not the innocent one, Harry. We can't trust her nor let our guard down in front of her.” Rowan’s deep voice flowed through the door and his harsh words pierced through my heart.
How dare he think that i'm not innocent and I have some motive behind the incident which happened.
I opened the door which was unlocked and stomped towards the source of voices which stopped suddenly. I know they have heightened senses and they can hear me and smell me.
I crossed a small living room and I was sure that their voices were coming from the left side of the living room.
“ Don't stop, Continue.” I stood in front of them with my arms crossed and a blank face.
My eyes are sending daggers at Rowan's way but he has a stone cold face not budging nor cowering but meeting my glares with his own.
“ Maddie! Don't mind his words. He is just protective of everyone.” Harry said, defending his friend. I rolled my eyes at him and totally dismissed him.
“ Whatever but he can't just judge me like that.” I growled, I was grateful that they helped me but I can't take his judgment and character assassination like this. I have been judged all my life at coven but I'm not there anymore and I can't let him ridicule me just because he doesn't know me.
“ I will think whatever I can till I clear you that you don't have any agenda.” His deep voice mixed with anger sent shivers down my spine.
“ Oh stop it! I didn't ask you to help me and take me here. Maybe you have some agenda against me that's why you kidnapped me.” His eyes narrowed and he huffed like what i'm saying is ridiculous.
“ Will you guys stop blaming each other!” Harry intervened like he is a parent who is tired of his two kids arguing.
“ Tell him to stop looking at me like I am a criminal or something.” Just because our species are not friends that doesn't mean he can look at me however he wants.
“ I will do whatever I want, if it bothers you then leave.” My body stiffened at his words. His eyes turned black and he sure looks like the monster our people described. Werewolves don't have any emotions and empathy for other creatures other than their own and today he proved that.
“ I'm not dying to stay where I am not welcomed and I have better things to do rather than being stuck here.” I turned around ready to dash out of this forsaken place. I don't have to see his beautifully ugly face and imagine what it felt to inhale his scent again.
I shook my head to get rid of all the forbidden thoughts about Rowan. I think I have been hit on my head so hard that's why I am having all these crazy imaginations and feelings towards Rowan.
I left them both in the kitchen and stomped towards the only way I thought to exit and to my relief I saw a door and turned the handle to open it. I could see the large trees outside of the house and I stepped out.
Something inside me is urging me to turn back and stay inside but I don't want to stay where i am not wanted. I may have stayed back in the coven despite everyone hating me and practically abusing me but I thought they were my people but I was so wrong and iam not going to do the same mistake again.
Iam free and independent now and i don't have to compromise nor have to listen to anyone other than myself.
I can survive alone and once I find Charles then we will live happily together. The thought didn't excite me as much as it used to but I stomped on that abrupt thought and walked forward to leave.
Opening the door to my freedom, I took a fresh gulp of air into my lungs and a big ass smile break out on my face and for the first time in a long time I really feel fine, even if I don't know where my boyfriend is and if my coven is looking for me or not but I feel like I can survive on my own without anyone.
“ Are you really thinking of leaving! Little witch!” His deep voice made the smile slip away from my face. With a groan I turned around to punch his handsome face for ruining my peace but my words and hands stuck to myself as he stood there in his handsome glory looking like a demigod, so graceful and delicious.
I sure need to check myself in a hospital because, why the hell am I having these thoughts about this asshole werewolf!
“ Yeah! If you didn't ruin my moment, I would have already gone.” I narrowed my eyes at him in annoyance before turning around to leave this goddamned place but his next words stopped me.
“ Let's make a deal!” Huh! Is he high or something? Because just moments ago he was having major doubts on me and my loyalty and now he is standing there and wants to have a deal with his enemy!
Something fishy is cooking in his gorgeous head and i don't want to sacrifice myself for whatever he has planned.