In Love With The Anorexic Guy

|Ellen POV | I want to die. What did I do so wrong ?. Why am I afflicted with such pain?.It goes down to my liver ,giving me emotional sores. Why do people find me a suitable prey?. All I want is to be left alone for once. Saliva all over my hair,with half of my dress ripped off,showing my big stomach. I am fat or to be more precise... obese.But is that my fault?. Ain't my fault if the only stuff my mother can afford are cheap, processed and junk foods at Walmart. I mean let's thank consumerism and capitalism for that,but partly I still need to thank genetics and my enviroment for my punishment. Thank you very much,thank you for making me the weakest person on earth.I'm so weak I can't even find the strength to commit suicide. I look at my triple chin from the dirty mirror in front of me. How ugly am I?. Is all I can think of. "Welcome to youth center high school" says a high feminine voice. I don't reply,maybe she's just another bully ready to attack .She got a soft blonde hair that looks like a wig, dark eyelashes , rosy cheeks ,tiny lips and various burns on her body.Next to her ,there's a short girl with black straight hairs that are pulled back into a low pony-tail.She has a heavy black lipstick applied on her lips and dark circles under her eyes. "I am Kira,she is Dixie.She doesn't talk that much". I still don't reply. "I can understand you, they did worst to me.When they discovered my transexuality. They sat me on fire"she says showing me her various burns. "I know I don't deserve this,but hey get over it. You either let them kill you or you get stronger or just kill yourself .Choose,but for what I can see you have already made your decision"she says. I am about to say something,but all of a sudden we have another visit. "Tranny and emo b***h get the f**k out of here!"yells Vicky,the girl who bullied me this morning with the help of other students. She is a redhead,with a constant evil smile printed on her face, plus wild eyes like a lion ready to devour. "Hi Mcdonald, I haven't finished with you yet still need to play". "Leave her"Kira yells. Vicky then immediatly brings out a knife from her pocket,pointing towards Kira that's few meters away. "Want me to cut your d**k off?. Tranny!" Vicky yells. Dixie then takes Kira out from the bathroom, leaving me alone with Vicky. "Please,leave me alone what did I do to you?.Is my first day at this school, I don't even know you"I say crying. "Mhh well,I am a coward and I love attacking weak hoes that aren't going to do s**t back "she says laughing while playing with her knife. I back away from her, but she reaches immediately with her knife touching my belly. "Vicky stop now!"yells a tall woman with a bandana on her head,a nice slim face with wonderful blue crystal eyes.She throws the knife from Vicky ordering her to leave,which from my surprise she does. "Hi,I'am Wanda the school counselor.They told me what happened please forgive us, it won't repeat itself again"she says while tears are still rushing out of me. "I am literally here because my mom found a cleaning job, I leave close to the school."I say crying. Wanda is about to say somethig when she gets knocked out by Vicky, falling on the ground like a dead body. "Okay she is gone for a while,back to business"says Vicky smiling. |Anita POV | "My essay is titled why most African countries, especially Nigeria are corrupted ".I say while presenting my essay, in front of Mary my history teacher. "Let's see what you have to say about your home country"she replies pedicuring her rusty feets, while the class does everything except listening. "I was actually born here,but who cares right?"I say a little bit louder, but still not considered by my classmates. "The problem with Nigeria is that it was founded on a nationalistic notion, which was counterproductive because we never had a sense of nationality,just a sense of tribe. So guess when the white man came and literally forced us to all stick togheter, creating a so called country named Nigeria, it was hard to digest. The white man created a predatory, neocolonial, capitalist flawded system, which created fraud exploitation,which created a corrupted nation like Nigeria"I read fluently like an actor with his part. "Is too short"says the teacher. "At least I tried, no one did the assignment . I love history,because we need to learn from our past in order to know our future"I reply. "Shut up n****r!"Says Frank also known as Nazi head. Bald headed with a swastika tatto on his neck,a perfect jawline, blue ocean eyes plus smooth and soft lips.Even though I find him attractive ,I need to avoid him at all cost. I don't want to end up in the hospital or injured like the other minorities he attacks on a daily basis. "Stop using that word you are not black"I reply. He then comes closer,just few steps away from me. "n****r"he says smirking,leaving the class. Fuck why do I find a nazi so attractive. |Ellen POV| I can't breath. I need air, is this the end of my life?. Are they going to say to my mom that her only daughter got drowned at the school toilet?. I try to shake but it's useless,they are way stronger. I close my eyes accepting my fatal end. * ** "Thank God you are still alive"says an indian man dressed in a white coat,while I regain consciousness. "Is she here?"I sceeam refering to Vicky,jumping out from the chair I was sitting on. "No they called the cops for Vicky, she knocked out a teacher with cancer"he says with a sad voice. I then look around and notice I'm in a basement. "Why did you brought me here?. Were you guys hidding me from the cops?. "I say pissed of. "No why would the school do such a thing"he says stammering. Everything was so clear. I need to leave this school as soon as possible. |Paolina POV| "Mierda"Pamy yells. "I hate them we need to plan our next attack" I reply looking at Maria and Carlos. "They snitched on us and now our weed business is f****d up. I can't believe my s**t is gone"Carlos says with rage. "Where is my brother and Rodrigo,we need to discuss our next plan" |Andreas POV| "Please go slower, is my first time as a bottom " says Rodrigo will I put my d**k gently on his anus,kissing his neck slowly. "I think we should stop" he says again. "C'moon why are you been such a pussy." I reply. "Okay stop" says Rodrigo pushing me. I try to understand, but I can't . "The white gang stole Carlos weed okay?" "And so, what does that have to do with us?" I ask adjusting my trousers. "Well I think Selena knows I'm gay.During P.E. I left my phone and I don't know how it got to her, but when I caught her with it, she looked disgusted and left" he says almost crying. All I could think was f**k we are doomed. "So now she is blackmailing me. That's why the teachers found out that bag of weed at the school garden. I told Selena" he says crying. I then hug him, trying to cool him down.All I could think was Carlos reaction when he was going to find out, that his best cousin is in a relationship with his girlfriend brother. "Kiss me please" Rodrigo says. And so I do. |Nazi Head POV| Fuck. I almost got cought,while drowning that fat disgusting bitch.I hope that b***h of Wanda wasn't conscious. Although she looked pretty much dead on the floor,my sister really knocked her out. I really admire my sister,all the dope stuff I did like; burning down the city synagogue and that tranny b***h were always in her company.So to make sure that the fat b***h doesn't talk, I head to the school cellar where me and Vicky hide all of our knives. Want to cut the fatness off from that pig. Approaching the door, I hear two male distinct voices,and I'm suprised by what I see when I open the door. |Andreas POV| We kiss intensively for about 30 seconds, trying to forget that the whole world was functioning and that maybe in a distant future we could be happy. "Someone is coming" Rodrigo says taking out from his bag quickly two joints,handling me one. "What the hell are you guys smoking?" a bald headed boy, with a visible swatika on his neck says. "We aren't jews so f**k off " I say. "No problem, don't have time for you guys Trump can handle you mexicans" he says. He then take a key from his pocket and open the wardrobe,bringing out a couple of sharp knives. "We are Americans anyways" Rodrigo says while the strange boy leaves the room. |Ellen point of view| I leave the basement trying my best to cover my dress,heading to the school library that's a large room,but with just few books scattered on the floor. I take from a shelf containing three books, a random book just to keep myself busy,waiting for the school bell to ring so that this nightmare can end. I still got four hours. Suddendly, a tall black haired guy with a lot of dimples and a really anorexic body,appears in front of me. Hi I'm Roger" he says . "I'm not in the mood" I reply looking at his fragile body and the visible bones showing. "I'm not gonna hurt you. I mean look at me" he replies smiling ,showing his white like snow teeths. "You are my opposite "I say slowly filled with shame. "I Rather be you". "Anyways I'm Ellen" I say trying to break off the ice between us,in a world where you can't trust people,our little encounter told me I could probably trust him. "Hi heard what they did and we need to do something, I mean they would have already bullied me, if it wasn't because I look like someone that's about to die"he says. "Well they knocked out someone battling cancer" I reply trying to take away the scary images of this morning. "Well they arrested Vicky but she will be back in two weeks, juvenile prisons here are a scam. Last year she spent only 6 months for burning someone" . "What do you want me to do?I'm changing school anyways". "Well let's make nazi head regret the day he was born, we might be weak but we have the deadliest weapon of all". "Which is?". "Our brain". -Hi guys. Sorry if the chapter was hella short,but me and my friend are having more project and stories to come,but for now what are your thoughts?