The Destroyed Wife's Revenge is Over

* * * * * * * * * * * *  All I want is to have a simple life.. A big family.. I wish I can have a family that I dreamed of.. A simple and happy life.... Pero hanggang pangarap nalang ang lahat ng pinapangarap ko. Hindi ko na alam kung papaano ko pa sisimulan ang buhay kong ito.. Hindi ko alam kung papaano ako babangon lalo na't alam kong lugmok na lugmok na ang buhay kong ito.. Hindi ko na alam kung papaano pa hihilom ang sugat na meron ako.. Hindi ko alam kung papaano ako kikilos at gagawa ng paraan para umabante at magumpisa uli sa una.. How can I move on when your guilt always follow and bother you anytime that you already find a way back Please wake me up.. Help me.. Help me to heal the wound of yesterday, help me to walk forward and left the yesterday that never end.. "Aubrey, fix yourself we need to attend his funeral" "No, I won't leave this room. Ayoko syang makita" "Please aubrey, help yourself. Ikaw lang ang makakatulong sa sarili mo" "It's my fault Joanna, I kill leion. He died because of my insanity, I saw him dying in front of me, its my fuckin fault kaya sya nawala!" "You're wrong Aubrey you didn't kill leion, its his choice to save you at that time. Hindi sya nagsisi sa ginawa nya, at Hindi ka niya binigyan ng pagkakataong mabuhay kung sisisihin mo ang sarili mo sa lahat ng nangyari sa kanya" "Edi saka pati ako nawala nalang ng Hindi ako nahihirapan ng ganito. I will always keep it in my mind that I'm the one whilo killed him! He save me because I'm fuckin immature and I don't deserve to live" "Everyone of us deserve to live" "Then I don't," "You deserve it, tandaan mo may dinadala ka at wag mong idamay sa problema mo ang dinadala mo" "If you love leion then mahalin mo ang binigay ni leion sayo,kagaya ng pagmamahal mo sa kanya. Live for your baby Aubrey. Wag kang selfish" * * * * * * * * * * * *