The unique story of my life

In the year 2019 which was the worst and best year, it was the worst year because my mum passed away that same year and it was the best year because in December 2019 I was fortunate enough to travel outside of the country. So anyway this blog post is about a long distance nightmare, so it all began with me travelling to Germany for Christmas, I had signed up for a dating site where I met this guy who lives in germany, he wanted to meet up with me but I was so scared to meet up with him (I was so sceptical thinking that we should at least get to know each other better before we decide to meet each other) anyway it was finally time to go back to my country. Some days went by and I was back home and we continued chatting, we were one(1) year into the relationship, I thought that I finally found my Prince charming but I was so wrong and things started changing for the worst hence my nightmare started, as we were chatting with each other making future plans the next day he just went m.i.a or disappeared on me so I thought to myself thinking that something happened so I messaged him asking him “if everything is okay” which I got no response to, as three(3) days past still no response or anything from him, finally on the fourth day I heard from him and he acted like nothing ever happened. I forgot about it and we continued talking but he disappeared again and this time he even went as far as blocking me, this time I was so upset with him so when he came back in the picture I gave him an ear full and asked him why he blocked me and he said that no he didn’t his phone froze and that’s why I thought he blocked me but I didn’t believe him I thought do you think I was born yesterday and I don’t know how it looks like when someone blocks me anyway I said whatever and we continued talking. It became more frequent (of him disappearing and blocking me) I kept letting it go because I was so invested in the relationship and besides I fell in love with him. In June 2021 he disappeared and blocked me which was for good this time, I try to text him using another phone as to why he stopped talking to me everytime I do, he blocks that number too (which is very childish) but I still text him from other numbers asking him still no response though he just blocks every number I use anyway should I keep on trying to text until he responds or should I just leave him alone?? This was a very toxic relationship hence a long distance nightmare, what should I do??