SEARCHING FOR MY MATE

STRAY THOUGHTS

Eliel POV

I swear i cant get her out of my head.. she looks so innocent and cute in that her pink dress making me want to take her into my arms and cuddle her. f**k what i am even saying she's not my type of girl nor is she matured enough to try and give us a chance.. what the f**k what am i saying El you going nut right now.. and there is the fact that her Uncle or should i say guardian seems off like someone hiding something.. i cant fathom what it is but i will soon.

Ceila POV..

how dare he try to block my way in the house does he not have respect for his wife or is he not aware of the guess and that someone might see us i wonder what kind of brain he has and also the man from earlier was at the party i am still trying to know how he got an invitation or who he came with.. yes of a true i feel drawn to him but i like the way Mr. Sammy touch and make me feel his mare touch alone awakens unforgiveable desire and wants. omg this thought will drive me crazy even though they are  abominable thoughts i harbor for Mr. Sammy but i cant help but shiver whenever i remember the first time i was abused.. but with Mr. Sammy it was as though he was a snake enticing me with is sweet apple each time i forcefully took me in my room at first i was always bitter and filled with pain and sorry but after the fourth time i decided to give up the fighting and surrender myself willingly to him and today i am here harboring illicits thought about him poor Mrs. .Sammy. today i am not feeling to much enthusiastic of my illicit affairs with Mr. Sammy i really don't want to have him near me nor even staring at my boobs as usual so i locked myself in and stay in all day thank God i have no errand to run  as Mrs. Sammy will be back earlier  with today being Saturday