SEARCHING FOR MY MATE

I am going to be 29 years old by November this year yet i cant find that one person who complete me.   my name is Ceila Dew i am nobody yet on the road to becoming someone great in life, this is my story and i hope you will know what is like to be of multiple personality. PAST please stop.. i beg of you mum i am sick that word flew out of my mouth before the she slap me hard on my face, shes in a awful mood this morning i wonder how i am going to go to church and attend the meetings later this evening nor how i will manage to go to collage. Ceila where is my breakfast and you getting others later i***t her voice rang through the whole house with a thunderous Vernon, i rush out with the try of fruits and eggs dropped them on the dinner table and rush to the room to pick my bag when i heard my younger brother crying, i rush out only to see my him fighting for a plate to pack more eggs and bacon but its seems my mum was not buying the tantrum thrown by him so he scolded him and he started crying. all my life i have never seen my mum hit any of her boys but always hitting me and my elder sister. yes i have three elder ones Catherine the most senior, Christy the  second and Fredrico. my mum Emily has eight kids four boys and four girls. i am the fourth child and also the black-sheep.. one most hated in my family by my mum but most loved by my dad Mr.Dew.