In Her Head - Collision Course

Hazed

Elle awoke, and memories of her date with Peter crept in, Elle was still shocked at how well they got on and how respectful he was, she felt awful about what she had said to him but she wasn't putting anyone before her children, she loved them more than life itself. Peter was fine though but he also wanted a relationship with the children, he wasn't in this for the short haul and he seemed to be trying to prove that. He got Billy to drive them home after work as he wouldn't allow her to walk after their boozy lunch. They were sober but not too sober, Elle laughed. Belinda and Frank caught them trying to sneak back to their offices, if they had walked normally they would have been fine but Peter put his finger to his mouth saying shhh so they automatically went into child stealth mode where they were crouch walking, when Frank cleared his throat they both tried to stand up straight and managed to bang into each other, Elle fell over, as Peter tried to help her up they both started laughing but they had no control over it. it took at least a full minute and half to get it under control. The funniest thing was they weren't that drunk. Frank and Belinda were laughing hard, they had more trouble getting it under control. Elle sat the kids down last night and told them what was expected of them the following day at the barbeque, No screaming, no running through the house or near people, stay away from the barbeque and to let Elle know where they were and also if they wanted to go in the pool. 

Elle crept downstairs to get a coffee in peace, she wanted to get everything ready for this afternoon. She spotted her phone in the kitchen, one rule was that the electronics charge in the kitchen, Elle had forgotten to take it up with her. There was a message, Elle opened it and found it was from Peter.

Looking forward to spending time with you all later, Mum said you can stay at hers if you don't want to drive back so bring overnight clothes if you want to x. You can always stay at mine if you want x.

Elle smiled, she could still feel his kiss on her lips, every time she thought of it she had fluttering in her tummy. Elle sent a text back.

Same here, not sure about overnight though, but, we will see x.

Elle went to make her coffee, she was still smiling but she couldn't help it, that was one hell of a date. Elle sat at the island once she made her coffee and waited for the chaos to begin, she was pretty sure Emily already had her outfit picked out in her head and she prayed that Michael didn't want to wear his wellies. Elle didn't even know what to wear, she would wear her costume underneath a dress and bring shorts, trousers, a top and another dress just in case, she would bring changes for the children too, she can leave them in the car. She was thinking of toys for the children that wouldn't cause any damage or send the kids into a frenzy. They have jump steppers, they attach to the ankle and the kids can swing them round and skip over them, they have an inflatable hoopla, a beach ball and some board games so they had choices. Elle finished her coffee and washed her cup, she went up to shower and get everything ready before the children woke. It would be constant questions as soon as the children woke and Elle would forget all they needed to take with them.

With relief, Elle smiled. She had managed to get everything ready and even get another coffee in and she sat at the island waiting for the children to get up. Before Elle could finish her coffee she heard the patter of footsteps running to the bathroom and she smiled, she had the children up a little later last night in the hope they slept a little longer this morning. It seemed to work so Elle started to get the breakfast bowls ready for them then she headed to the front room to wait for snuggles. Whoever of the children woke first, they would run to the others room to wake them, her children loved each other and didn't want to do something without the other one and Elle loved that, Michael came down first so Elle reasoned that Emily was in the bathroom. "Morning Mummy, I love you," Michael said. "I love you too pumpkin," Elle said while giving him a kiss on the forehead, "Emily is coming down in a minute," he told her, cuddling a little closer. "Did you wake her?" Elle asked him, Michael chuckled and nodded his head. Elle smiled, she heard Emily coming down the stairs, they all cuddled together and then got up for breakfast. Elle told the kids to shower and where they could find their clothes once they had finished breakfast and she heard the knock, it was Nancy and Elle was grateful. 

"Are you looking forward to today," Nancy asked with a twinkle in her eye. Nancy twigged when Elle walked in with roses, the other bunch was definitely a thank you but roses spelled intimacy, the kids wouldn't know this but it didn't slip past Nancy. Elle gave Nancy a kiss on her cheek, "love you too Nancy," Elle smiled and Nancy laughed. "That port was lovely, so who gave you that?" Nancy asked, Elle knew Nancy wasn't giving up. "The Port, fruit and milk chocolates were from Toyah in HR, my wine was from Matt, my new Newsroom Director, the dark chocolates were from Sebastien the CEO of finance, the vibrant bouquet was from Jeffrey and Jeniffer over at the FSA and the roses were from Peter." Elle told her smiling, Nancy almost beamed so Elle presumed she had the okay to go ahead with it, she was right, Nancy jumped up and gave Elle a kiss on the cheek and they both laughed. "Belinda told me we should bring overnight clothes," Nancy said, Elle laughed, while the children were getting ready, Elle told Nancy about yesterday afternoon and how they tried to sneak back into the office. Nancy had tears running down her face with laughter, and Elle was laughing too, the children came down and asked what was happening, they were dressed so Elle was pleased. "It's a story about children being silly," Nancy said and she started laughing again. "Right kids, let's grab your towels, it is the only thing I have forgotten," Elle said and the kids ran off to get them, thankful the questions were avoided and Nancy laughed louder. 

"Are we nearly there yet?" Was the question Elle had to deal with for the past 15 minutes, the children were agitated with sitting in the car, it would take them another 15 minutes yet. "Right you pair, listen up, we only have another 15 minutes or so to go, grab a book and read it or look out of the window and stop asking Mummy while she's driving," Nancy told them. Elle smiled, she could always count on Nancy. Elle had everything under control but her nerves were still at her. She was worried that the children would be really bored and she would have to leave early to stop them from getting up to mischief. Elle had also sat the kids down again to tell them what was expected but Elle really didn't want to be judged by anyone, especially if there were people from the office coming too. Elle was very protective over her children but nobody else would know the struggles she has had to face, well Nancy did but she was there the whole way and loved them unconditionally. They tried everything to help the children just like the books said but nothing worked, they had to work out on their own what works best for the two of them, physical exertion was one of them along with sage oil and massage. The weather was getting warmer and Elle could feel the sun's rays through the window of the car, she prayed she wouldn't get a driver's arm as she really didn't like uneven tans. Elle pulled into a country lane, they weren't far off now, "Elle watch out!" Nancy screamed, Elle slammed on the breaks and checked her mirrors. A dog was cowering in the road in front of them, it was a beautiful breed, like a husky but this one's fur was longer and seemed to look softer. The dog started growling now that the car had stopped, "oi, big fella, piddle off and get out of the way. Stay away from roads!" Elle shouted wanting to get back on her way without the kids going back to asking questions. The dog tilted its head and whined, then it seemed to sniff the floor and run off. "Love dogs, but they aren't always the smartest when they are chasing rabbits, bless them." Elle stated and they started on their way again. "Mummy that was huge, it was just like a wolf," Michael shouted in awe, Elle chuckled, "sorry to burst your bubble honey, that was more like a husky mix," Elle told him. The kids were having none of it and continued talking about wolves. "Are you okay Nancy?" Elle asked, catching sight of Nancy and she was pale. "I am honey, that was a close call huh?" Nancy asked and Elle nodded,  "Nancy if I would have hit it I would have been crying, I hate owners who just let them out without a care, it isn't fair to them, the owners should at least train them on road safety and believe it or not it's easily done," Elle said, she was quite upset at the owners.

Elle took a small track off the narrow road and they came up a beautiful driveway, Elles mouth opened, it looked like a mansion, it had grey stone walls, huge windows, it was on two levels but it looked long, there was what Elle would call a porch roof held up by huge stone support beams, it reminded Elle of the parthenon and she was awestruck. Elle parked up her trusty old ford, Parked up were mercedes, audis and BMWs, all looking shiny and new. Elle chuckled, "more money than sense I bet," Nancy said pointing her head to the cars. "I don't doubt it," Elle smiled. Nancy never liked people who flaunt what they have, she loved Frank and Belinda because they were humble, the car they were always driven in was a range rover with tinted windows, they didn't care for all the fancy car names. Elle wasn't bothered by it, she wasn't beholden to anyone and she had no intention of keeping up with the Jones'. Elle grabbed a bag from the boot leaving the rest in the car and she had parked under the shade of trees. Elle warned the children one more time what was expected of them and they walked to the front door. Elle saw two dragon sculptures, one on either side of the door and she went straight to them, Elle loved the artwork of dragons and had to touch them, it was her little obsession and she thought these were magnificent. "If you like those Elle, you will love inside," Belinda said to Elle, Nancy was smiling as Elle hadn't even heard the door opening. Elle blushed and Belinda then smiled, "it's my little obsession," Belinda confessed. Elle let out a sigh of relief, "I thought it was just me," she said smiling.

Belinda introduced herself to the children and they were like putty in her hands, the rules were simple, have fun but stay away from the barbeque area. Elle face palmed internally, her kids were going to run riot and there wasn't a thing she could do apart from leave early. Elle had been Mum shamed enough over the years with people trying to make out they were better than her but Elles children were happy and they felt safe. The kids took Belinda's hands and Elle was shocked, that was very fast for them to warm up to someone. It seemed like they were ready to walk inside, Elle and Nancy followed Belinda and the children inside to a large open reception area. Elle was awed, there was a staircase at either side, the floors were wooden and polished, the space was magnificent. There was a few dragon sculptures and they were magnificent, one was a jade colour and Elle couldn't take her eyes off of it, "Elle, my home is yours, go and have a good look at it, we will head to the garden straight through that doorway just keep going," Belinda told her, Elle smiled wide, this was like a fantasy, and Elle felt at peace. Thank you Belinda but I will have a look later if that's okay? Your home is magnificent," Elle told her honestly. "Like I said honey, my home is yours," Belinda replied.

Belinda didn't have a garden, she had grounds, they seemed to stretch for miles. There was a huge playground for the children, it consisted of a huge climbing frame and slide, swings, walkways, ropes, a wobbly bridge, a see saw and huts that the children could climb up to and slide down a pole to get down. There were lots of trampolines too, Elle could have cried, her children are going to have a couple of hours entertainment at least and they will be happy, no running through the house when there was so much to do out here. Elle could see there were at least half a dozen people in what seemed like uniform scattered about watching the children and Elle looked to Nancy, Nancy smiled at Elle and came closer. "It looks like child care," Nancy whispered to Elle already understanding the question. "Mummy, pleeeease?" Elle heard the children ask, Elle smiled, "What do we say to Mrs Skeel?" she asked them. Emily and Michael looked like they won the lottery, "Thank you Mrs Skeel," they sang in unison, "It's Belinda, go and have fun," Belinda told them bending down to their height. The children did the strangest of things, they wrapped their arms around her and kissed one cheek each then ran off laughing. Elle was stood with her mouth open, "are you okay honey?" Belinda asked her. "The er.. ..The kids don't normally take to people that fast," Elle admitted. "Elle they are adorable," Belinda told her, "children are pretty good judges of character," she added. "I have got some staff to watch over the children, it is time to relax," Belinda informed her.

The pool area was gated and there was a large pool and it seemed a smaller one for the children, there was a member of staff on the gate and two lifeguards on the small pool, the area was huge and had lots of sun loungers. Beyond that was green, the lawns were lush green with tables and chairs scattered around, beyond that was woods, in the very far left corner Elle could see the glint of water, it was possibly a river. "Belinda, is there anything I can help with?" Elle asked her, seeming to have found her manners at last. "It is all taken care of honey, this is for everyone to relax, Frank and I included but we normally rile up the kids," Belinda replied laughing at the end. Nancy smiled at Elle, Elle was confused, it was an odd smile and then Elle smelled latte. She felt his arms wrap around her as he kissed her head, "hello Sweet," he said huskily, "right, that's our cue Nancy, we will see you two later, we will be over watching the kids" Belinda said winking at Nancy and they walked off. "Hello Braveheart," Elle said leaning into him, she inhaled deep and she was calm. "So what shall we do first?" Peter asked walking round in front of her, Elle wasn't prepared for Peter being shirtless, he was wearing a khaki pair of shorts that were resting on his sculpted hips, his chest was a magnificent bronze of pur width and muscle, he had a dusting of hair on his chest that snaked down into his shorts and Elles heart was thumping. She really wanted to run her tongue along his chest and taste him, she was stuck in place, "hmmm?" Elle hummed still staring at his chest. When Elle finally looked at his face she was dazed, Elle never had a strong attraction like this before, yes she was attracted but this was on a completely different level.

Peter grabbed her hand and led her into the house and up the staircase, Elle followed blindly she couldn't and most certainly wouldn't object to whatever he had planned. They went left at the top of the stairs and Peter opened the first door and pulled Elle in, within seconds Elle had her back against the cool wall and Peters lips were on hers, she tried to push herself against him, she needed to be closer to him, he seemed to understand and cupped her ass in his hands lifting her onto his erection, the kiss deepened and Elle was pressed harder against the wall and she started rocking her hips slowly, Peter moved one of his hands to pull the strap of Elles dress down exposing her lace bra, he ran his fingers gently back and forth over her n****e. He broke the kiss and trailed kisses along her jawline to her neck, he used his tongue to find her erogenous zone and when he did Elle was breathing hard and she started to grind a little faster against his shaft, the friction caused by the clothes helped her c**t and it felt sexy as hell. Peter moved his mouth taking Elles laced n****e into his mouth to rub his tongue over it and she lost herself. Elles started grinding faster and harder, Peter was matching her it seemed and he replaced his mouth over her n****e with his hand moving his lips back to hers where she greedily devoured them, he knew she was close and needed her to release, Her hands grabbed his shoulders and her nails were digging in, her release was hard, she moaned broke the kiss and moaned loud, Peter kept grinding against her teasing her n****e to draw her orgasm longer, Elle was dripping wet and her breathing started picking up again, Peter crashed his mouth over hers for another kiss. She was close yet again, but Peter didn't want her orgasming again with a dry hump, he placed her on the floor and dropped to the floor quick without giving Elle time to think, and placed one of her legs over his shoulder, he skillfully moved her lace panties to the side and started to run his tongue between her folds, Elle was about to come apart again, he added more pressure and put two fingers inside her moving them in and out, Elle didn't have a chance to think, she was breathing hard, the pleasure was intense and she released, "Peter," she screamed. Peter drew it out until Elles' leg was shaking. Once he had finished lapping all her juices he stood back up, he pulled her in for another kiss, this time Elle rubbed her hand along his length but she was getting frustrated with his shorts, Elle tried to undo his button but broke it so she pulled his zipper, Peter smiled and Elle did too, she pushed them down without breaking the kiss and started teasing him with her hands, one was playing with the head of his c**k teasing him by rubbing his slit and around the rim of the head, the other was massaging his balls and running the length of his shaft up and down. Elle broke the kiss and dropped to her knees placing him inside her mouth, her tongue was now teasing his slit and she was looking at him, Peter came undone and released, she sucked every bit of his release greedily while pumping him and playing with his balls. "Oh Sweet," he moaned at his release. Elle stood up and they kissed long and hard, they were both shaking, they broke from the kiss and held each other.

Elle came down from her Euphoria, she tensed and started trembling. Her face was flame red and she buried it into Peter's chest. Peter must've felt it because his arms held her tighter as if he was afraid to let her go, "Elle, we did nothing wrong," he told her and Elle nodded her head. Peter could feel the tears from her and it almost broke his heart. "Why are you crying Sweet?" Peter asked her his voice was raw with concern. "Peter, I am sorry, I never erm.. ..I mean I have.. ..Er, I'm sorry, I don't behave like that, I er.. ..I never have done that.. ..I mean, I have never.. ..I just.." Elle trailed off, she couldn't find the right words to explain. "I'm not a slut!" she blurted, still unable to formulate the right words. "And I am not a male slut," Peter said softly, then he kissed her head, "no I mean, I don't know what came over me," she tried explaining. "Well, if I had my way it would have been me," Peter said grinning. Elle groaned, "Peter!" She shouted, she stood back from him and pouted, her face was beet red and Peter grabbed her and held her, "I have never been so wanton Peter, I would never give myself like that, well I normally wouldn't, I don't know how it happened.. ..Well I do but urgh," Elle tried to explain again. "Sweet, I do not regret what happened. I can assure you I am not normally like this, I normally have more control, I just, well you smelled so good," Peter offered. Elle wiped her tears, they were still by the door, they hadn't even made it fully into the room, Peter noticed Elle was looking around and he brought her further into the room, there was a small sofa he brought her over to and sat them down, there was a king size bed to the left of the room and off to the right was a door. This is my room when I stay here, I don't normally but it's still here if ever I wanted." He explained to Elle, her head was still down and she was still red, she couldn't believe that happened. "Is there anywhere I can freshen up and change?" Elle asked Peter, she had just remembered the bag by the door, she had her costume in there with her towel toothpaste and toothbrush. Elle's pet peeve was the feeling of food being stuck in her teeth. "Elle are you that embarrassed by me?" Peter asked, Elle looked at him, she didn't want to reject him but she couldn't deal with this. "No Peter, I just don't know what to do, this is so out of character for me and I have absolutely no idea why I didn't have more control over myself," Elle confessed. "Sweet, it is out of character for me too, I don't know why it happened but I don't regret that it did, I would love to throw you on that bed and please you until you cannot remember your own name and you can only scream mine." He told her and she flushed hot, she was starting to drip and she tried to close her legs tightly but where she was already still a little swollen it had the opposite effect to what she wanted, Peter looked dazed and leaned forward, he moved her hair and kissed her cheek, he held his face where it was and she could feel his breath on her neck then he licked it and Elle sighed a delightful sigh. "I wanted to take you against the bin you threw your coffee cup into the first day we met, I have wanted to slam into you on my desk since then, I only ever want to hear you scream my name in ecstasy," he moved to cup her breast and rub his fingers across her n****e, he kissed and licked her neck again. "Sweet, I have some control around you but your arousal makes me lose it and I want to bury myself in you, so deeply, I want your juices flowing over my c**k and I want to lick every inch of you." He replied in his bedroom voice, it was husky but Elle could only think of honey, Elle pulled his face to hers and she kissed him, it was full of passion, their tongues each fighting for dominance. Elle didn't know what was going on, she had zero control over herself and she has never become aroused by talking with someone no matter what was being discussed. Peter pulled her to straddle him, and moved his hand to her folds and started rubbing teasingly, Elle was close, Peter broke the kiss and moved to her neck, "you are so wet my Sweet, say you will always be mine," he demanded, Elle could barely breathe, she was on the edge and he plunged his fingers into her, "Peter, I..." Elle trailed off she was so close and his fingers were very skillful, "tell me Sweet," he demanded moving his mouth to her n****e replacing where his hand was, his tongue flicked across it, "always," Elle said breathlessly, Peter stopped what he was doing and removed Elles dress, within seconds he had ripped off her panties and covered her mouth with his own, Elle positioned herself over his c**k and she slid onto it, it was a perfect size, like it was made for her and her only, Elle started to ride him, Peter broke the kiss, he was playing with one n****e, he moved his mouth over the other one and started teasing it with his teeth and his tongue, Elle was riding him faster and harder. "Sweet, I'm not sure how long I can hold off," he told her desperately. On every thrust he was hitting her g-spot and with that Peter met her with each thrust adding to her clitorol stimulation. She screamed out "Peter," with her release and Peter found his own, "Oh Sweet!" he cried out, he found her lips and kissed her again.

They stayed with Elle straddling Peter for an age, all they could do was breathe heavily as they were both spent. Elle placed her head in the crook of his neck.

How the hell did that happen? You are the biggest slut out there! So much for self respect! Oh sod off, ride him till his eyes pop out of his head, you are a grown woman with needs! What the hell? How are we going to walk away with self respect out of this one? He will never take this relationship seriously with you giving yourself like that you easy hussy! Elle battled internally and it was giving her a headache. What the hell have you done? She questioned herself.

"Sweet, we are going for a shower," Peter said carrying her into the bathroom still inside her, they walked through that door at the end and walked along a little corridor, it had another corridor leading to a dressing area and then another door further down that they walked through into the bathroom, the floor was dark grey and got lighter as it reached the skirting until it was pure white about a 3rd of the way from the ceiling. Elle could see that it was ceramic tiles, Peter put her down and she had trouble standing. Elle put her hands to her face to cover it and Peter kissed her head, "Elle don't hide from me, you will never need to hide from me Sweet," He said with a promise. Elle couldn't bring herself to remove her hands, she wasn't a small woman and she had stretch marks. This was too intimate.

Well, not like it was too intimate when you were throwing yourself at him! She said to herself. I am such a hypocrite! Elle chastised internally.

Peter turned on the shower, it was already programmed at the right temperature. Peter wrapped his arms around Elle, "please don't close off from me sweet," he pleaded. Elle dropped her hands but she also dropped her head. "Peter we just talked about me not being like that and I practically jumped your bones, I don't understand what is wrong with me," she said close to tears. "Elle, we need to call this a physically challenged day. I am challenged because I have no control around you today and I am not sure what is causing it. Could it be that this has been a buildup of the past four months or so and it was ready to spill over?" Peter suggested, Elle wasn't so sure, but she knew she couldn't go on like this, she needed to shower and get out to her children. Peter steered Elle to the shower and jumped in with her, he kissed her long and slow, Elle was a bit steadier on her legs now. They grabbed the shower gel and Elle discarded her bra, she was so embarrassed of her own body but she would fake it until she could get dressed. Peter turned to face Elle, she looked at him dazed, and within seconds Peter was lifting her onto him, they were so lust filled they couldn't keep their hands off of each other. They were kissing so passionately, Peter had Elle against the wall and was thrusting in and out of her, Elle was meeting his thrusts, within minutes they came apart. "Physically challenged day it is," Elle said breathlessly and Peter laughed, "absolutely," Peter agreed. Elle noticed the water trailing down Peters chest and she clenched, Peter swelled inside her again, "Sweet, our first time together was going to be long and last the whole night, I never expected it to be like this but I can promise you this, I am yours only and I want to be with you Elle," Peter told her honestly. Elle kissed him, their lips were swollen slightly with all their kissing but they were sensitive, Elle rubbed her hands over Peter's chest and he started thrusting again, Elle came apart on him and he was determined not to orgasm straight away. He pulled out of her and placed her gently on the floor and knelt down to taste her again. Elle felt the heat building and her breath was ragged, Peter stood up and lifted her to slide inside her, Peter was so close to the edge, as soon as Elle screamed his name he released and they were both shaking. After this they washed themselves again and got out of te shower, there was fresh towels on the granite surface surrounding the sink. They grabbed one each and Peter went to fetch Elles bag for her and then he went to his dressing area to get dressed. Elle reached in for her costume, it was her hot pink one that hugged and emphasised every curve. Elle couldn't deny it looked good on her, she brushed her teeth then went to the room to get her dress. It was about two feet from the sofa and Elle blushed, Peter walked in and gasped, "Elle, no! Why would you do that to me? How am I supposed to keep my hands off of you?" He asked desperately. Elle slipped her dress on quickly, they were too close and she had to get out to the children, "Peter, I have to go out to the kids," Elle almost begged and Peter put his shirt on nodding, he understood but they couldn't get too close to each other.

Elle walked out of the door first and almost into Stephanie, she took one look at Elle and Peter then shrieked, "You hazed!" She shouted, jumping for joy, Elle looked at Peter, he paled slightly and Elle looked questioningly to Stephanie. "My Grandmother used to tell me about it and I didn't believe it until I met Billy, we hazed too, high five," She said holding her hand up to Elle. Elle blushed, she had no idea what Stephanie was talking about but she had assumed it meant s*x. "My Grandmother was full of old wives tales but she used to talk of there being one right person for us, they were the other half to you and they would complete you. A forever relationship, I think was the way she described it. Well she told me that once you had found them and acknowledged them there would come a point where you haze. It's a state of mind, you completely lose control of your mind to lust. Billy and I hazed a few hours after meeting each other," Stephanie told Elle. Elle looked to Peter, he shrugged, probably never heard of it. "I have never heard of it but I like the thought," Elle said. "I do too," Peter said smiling at Elle. Stephanie shooed Peter off and walked down the stairs with Elle, "Billy and I hazed 9 times within an hour," she confessed to Elle, Elle blushed but checked the time. They had only been gone from the party for 40 minutes. "You and Peter won't be able to stay away from each other today," Stephanie warned her and she could feel that was true, she was already trying to find a way back to him. "What other pearls of wisdom can you tell me?" Elle asked Stephanie and they talked for a while making their way outside to the grounds.

Nancy spotted Elle when she walked out onto the grounds and made her way over to her, Elle looked flushed but pale and slightly shocked, Nancy spotted it straight away. As she got closer she heard Stephanie, "the haze will go but it lasts for hours, you need food girl," Elle groaned aloud and ran her hand through her hair. "Hey honey, how's it going?" Nancy asked Elle, Stephanie gave Elle a hug and went off to find Billy, "Nancy, I'm so foolish," Elle sighed. "Come on honey, let's walk, the kids are fine before you ask," Nancy said, taking her arm. Elle smiled at Nancy as they started walking, "what would I do without you Nancy," Elle asked, the question didn't need an answer as it was more of a statement and they both knew it. They walked along towards the edge of the wooded area, "Nancy I cannot keep my hands off of Peter, I don't know what is wrong with me. My kids are here and I am so reckless, Nancy I am such a fool," she said so close to tears. Nancy stopped and stroked Elles face, "Elle honey, you are a woman first, if you weren't you wouldn't have had those two amazing children. I have seen you put those children first at every turn and you even suffered to make sure they were happy, you have more right than anyone to live," Nancy told her, giving her forehead a kiss. "Being a woman doesn't make you a terrible Mother," Nancy added and they started walking again. "Nancy, have you ever heard of hazing?" Elle asked her, Nancy looked at Elle with a questioning look on her face, "It's just that Stephanie said that is what is called when you lose control like that and it is so out of character for me, I mean I just, it's that, urgh," Elle tried to explain. Nancy smiled, "my Mother used to tell me of finding your other half, one that completes you and you haze, it is very rare but could happen. Elle, I hazed when I found my husband. There was no sense in it, it was just a primal need, that was when I believed in it," Nancy told her, Elle wasn't sure what to do next, she really wanted to get the kids and run but she was feeling very empty and knew only Peter could help her. Elle sighed, "You feel the pull, huh?" Nancy asked her and Elle nodded her head. Nancy chuckled, "Elle, let's head back and get some food, you need to eat. Once we have eaten you can tell the children you have got to go and do some work, Peter will have to go too, so as far as everyone is concerned that is why you both have to head off, head to Peters and get through it. Emily and Michael are fine with me, I swear Elle. Take it and just go with it for today, you will be back in time for dinner with everyone, Belinda told me it is at 7pm, we will stay here tonight honey." Nancy told Elle, her tone left no room for argument and Elle wasn't going to argue, she was unable to describe the feeling but it was becoming difficult for her to be away from Peter. 

After Elle had eaten, she cuddled with the children and told them to behave. They were happy to stay and Elle assured them she would be back in time for dinner, Elle left the car keys with Nancy, she had to get a grip her head was battling again and she was finding it difficult to think. Peter and Elle walked out the front to his car, after seven minutes they pulled off of the road onto a track and pulled up to a drive, it was the double of his Mother's house. Peter laughed at Elles confused look, "it was my childhood home and I wanted one just like it," Peter admitted. Elle smiled and realised she would too if she grew up there. "I thought you lived next door?" Elle questioned, she was sure he told her that. "I do," he said, smiling at her. "The closest house is 10 miles, we are the only two houses within 20 miles," he told her. Elle was open mouthed, once she realised they had stopped, she stepped out of the car. Peter walked around to her and placed his hand on her backside, they made it to the porch, they were touching each other and they dry humped against the support bollard, once they walked through the front door, Peter brought her over to the stairs. They stripped and he made her scream his name by licking her folds right there on the stairs before he entered her from behind. They were spent and it was like they were insatiable; they came apart within minutes and then within minutes again they couldn't keep their hands off of each other. Peter had tried to get upstairs but it wasn't possible, they went to the reception room to the left, It was hours before they came up for air.