THE HARD LOVE LIFE - A story of Kristen....

Hey itz me Kristen.. I'm from Germany.. I've been a darling of my parents since childhood. My parents never let me feel lack of anything. We were four people in my family me , my mother, my father and my sister, I am most attached to my father. As I was growing up, my life's tensions, troubles, sorrows and pains were increasing. And slowly my pain was increasing, it seemed as if everything would be alright if I die. This happened because when I came to class 10, I had my first love. But maybe the love was true and true love has no way. In my life, apart from my maternal grandmother and grandfather, he was such a person who understood me without saying anything. He Loves me like my father, stays with me in every happiness and sorrow like my shadow, his name is Dylan. But the trouble didn't start here, the trouble started when Dylan and I decided to tell everything to my sister. Because she is not only my sister, she is also a very good friend of Dylan. we had told him because we thought that she would give us a support but we did not know that after telling everything will getting weird. We both were very happy with each other and we were separated by our family members. That rate of losing each other used to torment us day by day. We used to miss each other so much and yearned for each other, we longed to talk to each other anyhow. Somehow we could have talked but our luck was very bad, always my sister used to trap me and there was a lot of trouble. No one saw our yearning, did not see anything, just thought of taking us away. And I absolutely could not do that, nor could Dylan do that. No matter how our family members wanted to separate us, I loved my family members very much and i also love Dylan.... I understood this very well that why people often give up their lives in love.. Because they are forced to choose between their family members and their love. Exactly the same thing happened to me I was also given to suck, either I would have chosen my family or my love I also did not understand anything, the question of the family members was coming in my mind all the time. And I was not able to understand at all, what should I do? I did what other people probably do too. I tried to commit suicide I was unable to, I had bad luck. After a lot of worry and looking at the situation at home, I have finally decided....