The last meet with my ex.

 Hyyy!! Leinster. Oh my god. Been so long, no.? A voice was nearing me, lights were dim I could not clearly see her face. But yes I could find that voice familiar, a lot familiar that much that I can recognize the voice. She came near me, right in front of me. She was standing with a big smile in her face with red lipistic on it. I don't know why I notice her lips but those were pretty enough to attract man, you know. Her dress was again red soft May be velvet which has perfectly fitting her curves and she has adjusted herself in it beautifully I must say. How are you Leinster she broke the silence and still was smiling. This time quite awkwardly maybe she noticed the way I was scanning her body and analyzing the details. I pass the smile as soon as possible I noticed and replied hy. I'm totally good ya. How have you been. You just disappeared you know? I asked all at a breath.as if I had kept these questions just to ask her from ages.I could notice her eyes just droped down and smile that she was carrying from beginning started to fade. To normalize the situation I added a smile, you look beautiful and happy in red by the way. Her eyes and lips smiled at once but quite in guilt. I could feel that. I could feel her uncomfortable movements. As her eyes came to catch mine, something painful struck my heart. I felt pain. I was hurt a year back when we had met. She was the reason of my heartbreak. My 1st love. That lasted mearly a week. But the feeling I had was deep. Still I could feel them somewhere in corner of my heart. I had cared, I had loved, I had felt, and more importantly I had started imagining something beautiful with her, our future, us being together. And she, she left me at once without any explanation. Letting me wonder within myself in all those grif and pain. That was the day when I wanted her, I needed her to be with me. To hold me and tell me why? Why she did that? Why was I not enough? Why she could not feel all those perfect times, moments we had? Why?? And today is the day. I had moved on, she was no more special like she used to be, she was just another person for me, her smile, her existence was just nothing for me. I dont seek any whys anymore. But then the question was why the pain, why was I still geeting a hit in my heart cells?? I need to figure that out. I need to work on this still.  Hamm, you know lenister. Our relation. I know you felt bad I'm sorry for those things those hard time I have given you. But.... you know.. I. I had my own reasons, my own prioritises. 'PRIORITIES' as soon I listen those words from her. I was full. I had enough of every thing, loving her, feeling pained while thinking about her. Just as soon my ears let those words and as soon my brain processed it heart felt no pain anymore. I stopped right there. Lenin. She used to call me Lenin when she was full of love and wanted something from me. I used to feel special, that was something beautiful. But not anymore. She addded I own you explanation Lenin. I know that. And I'm so sorry for what i did babe. Her eyes were tear filled and her hands were trying to hold mine. And I was still there. Thinking how stupid I was. My 1st love who I could have died for had her own priorities. There was another thing important for her so that she could leave me in cold. My heart c***k a little as my brain was processing the fact. She was still there trying to explain things, that situation, her important priorities. I could not bear it anymore I stood up, set her hands free and said hy,!! these things aren't important anymore. Its past, gone lets not dwell in them anymore. You got your priorities and I got mine aswell and I need to leave rn. I walked off. I don't know what I could have done that night, what other findings I could have done, what facts and what intention I could have graved out but i choosed to Walk off that night. And I was satisfied of what I did. No regrets no nothing. And that was the official end of my meeting with my ex!! By the way her name was Peggy, Peggy cartos.