Attacked

Growing up with four brothers was a massive pain. I am not only the baby of the family but also the only girl. Tegan and Tyler were the closest to my age they were 4 years older than me. Then there was Trent who was 7 years older and then Thomas Junior or "Tj" who was 10 years older. Not only am I the only girl but I'm also the only one who didnt get the T name. I guess it's because my dad was Tom and my mom was Francesca so I got an F name like my mom. Apparently Fia means little fiery one. I have fawn hair and hazel eyes where as my brothers all got the dark brown hair and brown eyes. I am 26 years old and have never even been on a date before because every guy has been too afraid of my brothers to ask me out. Or I'm ugly and unattractive, but I'm hoping its because of my brothers. I'm curvy, not fat and I feel like I have a decent face. My dad died when I was 16 in a car accident and my mom died this year from cancer. I miss them so much. My mom helped keep me sane with all the guys. I was living with my mom still, but couldn't stay there after she passed. It was just too hard. All of my brothers were living on their own. Well except for Teagan and Tyler they have an apartment together. I decided to go looking and found one not too far from my job. I work the local animal hospital. I'm the front desk receptionist. I love my job getting to help the animals. My brothers all helped me move my furniture in. Tj had his daughter with him since his wife was about to pop with their second baby and was put on bed rest. She needed to concentrate on herself and resting so she definitely couldnt watch Sam. I helped sidetrack Samantha while the guys argued about where things should go. I would move everything how I liked it when they left, but for now I just played with Sam and "let the men handle the lifting" according to Tyler. Logan and Carson were helping too. They were my brothers best friends growing up. Logan is Trents age and Carson is Tyler and Teagan's age. They are all my huge bodyguards and I love them, but I'm 26 now. Tj was engaged at my age and Trent is engaged right now. I've never even had a date! I want love! I want kids some day and with their meddling I wont ever get the chance. I mean when I was younger I used to dream about marrying Logan. He only sees me as a bratty little kid sister though. Plus I'm pretty sure if I ever tried to make a move he wouldn't take me serious and probably laugh at me. I dont even know how to make a move really, but ever since Trent and Logan came back from the marines I want to learn. Logan was always cute in my eyes. With his jet black hair and blue eyes but when he came back from the marines all jacked up he was smoking hot. A lot of girls noticed though and he could have his pick so there's no way he would notice me. A girl can dream though. For now I'm just going to lower my standards and find a guy more my speed. I just want to experience dating someone. Ideally that someone will be who I eventually marry, but typically that doesn't happen with the person someone goes on their first date with. Samantha snapped me out of my daydreaming when she flopped on my lap knocking the wind out of me. Tj is pretty tall and so is his wife so despite being two and a half Sam's pretty big for her age. She reached for my phone so I knew she was getting tired. Whenever she gets tired she just wants to snuggle and watch videos either on TV or on our phones. I scooped her up and we snuggled in to my big reading chair, which I'm going to have to move later, and watched videos until the guys were all satisfied with my new apartment.