Attacked

Chapter 6

Logan helped me up into his lifted truck. Being 5'4" it was hard to get into normally and tonight I'm hurting which made it damn near impossible. The ride back was silent and I drifted into my thoughts again. It has been so hard going back in my apartment now. Last night I hardly slept at all and when I finally did pass out it was on my couch. I dont feel safe in my bed anymore. I need new sheets and maybe even a new mattress. I blushed at the thought and realized Logan was staring at me. I didn't even realize we had stopped and were at my apartment complex, "Oh I'm sorry you want to get home. Thanks for bringing me. Goodnight." Before he could respond I hopped out which was a bad decision because moving that fast made my side sear with pain. I doubled over trying not to cry and pretty soon Logan's big hands were steadying me, "Fia I wasnt trying to kick you out. I was just going to ask if you wanted to stay at my place tonight. I have plenty of room since the build finished. You're off tomorrow right?" I nodded immediately, "Yes please!" I waited a moment and quietly pleaded, "Just please don't tell my brothers I'm scared of my apartment now? I mean I think it'll be okay once I get a new bed or at least new sheets but its just.... scary." I drifted off, but snapped out of it when he cursed, "f*****g piece of s**t!" I glaced up at him seeing his gaze had turned to one of complete fury, "Fia... did he r**e you?" I probably looked like a fish out of water with the way my mouth was gaping open. When I couldn't form the words I dropped my head and stared at the ground but that kind of gave it away. He stormed away pacing for a few minutes and muttering curses under his breath. Suddenly he blew out a big breath and stood with his eyes closed for a few minutes before he came back and apologized. We walked in silence up to my apartment and he followed me into my bedroom while I got a bag around. I guess he could sense I didnt want to be in there alone. I grabbed stuff as quick as possible but froze when he sounded like he was in pain, "God Fia, there's so much blood." I turned away from him but could hear him ripping the sheets off the bed. I spun around and tried to force a smile, "No one's first time is perfect right?" His eyes snapped to mine and I shrank back with the fury I saw there. He gritted his teeth, "Was that your first time?" I managed to stammer out, "I thought that's what you meant.. th-the blood." He raked his hand through his hair, "I thought it was from when he hit you. I didn't realize... God baby girl I'm so sorry." The last part came out in a whisper and I turned away from him. I tried my hardest but couldn't stop the hot tears from streaming down my cheeks. He crossed the room in no time, "Oh darlin please don't." He turned me back around and wiped the tears away with his thumbs. Next thing I know I'm being pulled me into his arms. He held me until I calmed down and then I finished packing in record time.

He carried my bag down and we headed off to his house in silence. Logan had just finished building his own dream home a little ways out of town. I hadn't seen it yet. I'd heard him describe it but damn his description didnt do it justice. Before me was a massive rustic home with a huge wrap around porch and three car garage. He had a porch swing hanging which seemed like the perfect place to go sip your coffee in the mornings. We walked in through the garage and I was immediately greeted with the site of his huge stone fireplace. The stones went all the way to the vaulted ceiling but a huge wood mantle cut through the middle. He had rustic but super comfortable looking furniture which included one of those big circle chairs next to the window. I turned and the room flowed into his kitchen. Dark wood cabinets with granite countertops and a huge island with barstools. He even had a big farmhouse table that could probably fit an army. I was impressed. He always said it would be, but this was an amazing forever home. He showed me to a room at the end of the hallway and told me that his room was right across the hall. He built a raised ranch so all of the bedrooms were on the same floor as everything he would need in the future. I walked in and dropped my bag on the ground crawling into the big queen size bed and immediately passed out.

I wasnt asleep for long though. Suddenly I was back in my bed at my apartment and Steve was crawling up the bed towards me. I tried to move but looked up to see my hands were chained to the bedposts. I looked back down and suddenly I was completely naked. When he grabbed me I screamed. Next thing I know I'm being shaked awake, "Fia! Fia darlin wake up!" I realized I must have tried to hit him because he had ahold of my balled up fist. It took me a second to realize where I was but when I did I was super embarrassed, "Logan oh God! I'm sorry!" I curled in a ball and scooted away but that made my ribs hurt and I gasped. He scooped me up and carried me across the hall depositing me in his bed, "You'll feel better if you arent alone right?" I nodded and he got back in the bed with me.