All the way to the hotel, the pair of us sat there in silence, neither of us were quite ready to address the elephant in the room. I could feel the tension and confusion radiating through the car but tried my best to ignore it. Concentrating on staring out of the window. The hotel wasn't far, and it was the most basic of chain hotels. I barely even took anything in as we stood at reception while Luca booked us in. He had already booked the room from the hospital and it was just a case of getting us checked in. As Luca closed the door to the room, I turned the kettle on. It was going to be a long night and we could use all the caffeine we could get. "Do you want one?" He just looked at me and raised an eyebrow. It was a stupid question, and we both knew it, but it was out of habit. "How wa

