Death travel

I was presently standing in the middle of a vast land occupied with purple flowers and the view was out of this world. It was absolutely beautiful, but Strange at the same time. where is my home, where is my mum, my dad, my sister's? How did I come here? is it some place on earth that I haven't heard about or yes....... I am dreaming . I have been here for long and I am not waking up. I tried pinching myself to find out and I was actually feeling it. I searched for my phone but I couldn't find it. I tried to remember the the events of that day. I closed my eyes and a picture of my mum crying came to my mind, then I saw White Walls and a doctor in a white coat. I closed my eyes harder trying to get a full picture of what happened. I found myself drifting and it was like a force pulled me back to the real world. I looked to the corner and saw my mum crying so hard and my dad looking devastated but still trying to comfort her. I wondered in my head about what must have happened to make my bubbly mother cry this way. After some time, my sister's came rushing in and going straight to the bed. They took off the white cloth and I saw my body lying on the bed with my nose been stuffed with cotton wool. I was shocked because that is what they do to dead people but I was not dead right? my sister's also joined my parents in crying after the whole coming in with rush , running to the bed and pulling the white cloth off situation. I started calling out to them and saying I wasn't dead, I was right there with them but it's like they couldn't hear me. I tried touching my mum but my hand went through her and I asked myself how that was possible since I wasn't dead. Then I remembered a book I read about ghosts and how they can't make contact with life objects. I started crying too and I didn't even know if ghosts cry because the book didn't tell if ghost cry or not. My boyfriend also walked in and that was when I remembered I had a boyfriend. I actually totally forgot about him all though we were totally in love. When he asked my sister what happened to me I paid full attention because I really wanted to know what happened to me. my sister started narrating the story " she was involved in a ghastly motor accident and had internal bleeding it led to a concuction and she was rushed to the hospital but the doctors couldn't save her." He looked so sad and a tear rolled down his cheek. I felt so bad because all this people are sad because of me. I tried cleaning the tear off his cheek and shockingly, it works.