CHAPTER ONE : The Night He Chose Her
SERENA'S POV
The first sign that something was wrong was the dress.
Isabella Thorn walked into the Moon Hall wearing Blackridge silver.
Not silver jewelry. Not a harmless ribbon. The entire gown was cut from ceremonial fabric reserved for the Alpha family, dark at the waist and bright across the shoulders, with the Blackridge wolf embroidered near her heart.
My wolf stirred weakly beneath my skin.
Unease.
That was all she gave me.
Across the hall, Isabella smiled as though she had not just entered a room full of wolves dressed like she belonged to my family.
The annual Moon Ceremony was already crowded. Pack elders filled the front tables, warriors lined the walls, and visiting Alphas occupied the raised section near the western windows. Hundreds of candles burned beneath the stone arches, filling the air with beeswax, pine, roasted meat, and perfume.
Tonight was supposed to be important for Blackridge.
Darius had told me that much.
He had also refused to explain why.
"Trust me," he had said that morning, brushing a kiss against my forehead before leaving our bedroom.
Four years ago, those words would have been enough.
Tonight, they felt like a warning.
"She looks beautiful," Lady Miriam said beside me.
My fingers tightened around the stem of my glass.
"It suits her."
What else could be said? That three servants had spent the afternoon fastening silver pins into my hair because Darius wanted his Luna to look perfect, only for his childhood sweetheart to arrive wearing our family's colors?
No.
A Luna did not create scenes.
A Luna smiled.
So that was what I did.
Isabella reached our table.
"Serena."
"Isabella."
Her gaze moved over my gown.
"You look lovely."
"So do you."
She smiled wider. "Darius chose it."
The room seemed to narrow around us.
"What?"
"My dress." Her fingers brushed the silver fabric. "He said tonight was important and wanted me dressed appropriately."
Before an answer came, footsteps sounded behind me.
Darius.
His scent reached me first, cedar and smoke, something that had once meant home.
A warm hand settled at my waist.
"You came," he said to Isabella.
Her expression softened. "Of course."
Not hello.
Not thank you for coming.
You came.
As though they had been waiting for each other.
Darius finally looked at me.
"Everything all right?"
The truth rose immediately.
No.
Instead, years of being his Luna took over.
"Perfect."
His thumb moved once against my waist before he stepped away.
"Good. We start in five minutes."
"Start what?"
"The announcement."
A cold feeling crept through my stomach.
"What announcement?"
"You'll understand."
"Darius."
He was already turning away.
Isabella followed him.
Lady Miriam looked at me.
"You didn't know?"
The question burned.
"Of course I knew."
The lie came too easily.
Music faded. Conversations died.
Darius climbed the platform and raised one hand.
The hall fell silent.
Even after four years, watching him command a room affected me. At twenty-five, Darius Kane was one of the youngest Alphas in the western territories. Confident and impossible to ignore, he had spent years turning Blackridge from a struggling pack into one others finally respected.
Everyone saw his success.
Very few remembered who stayed awake with him while he built it.
"Tonight, Blackridge enters a new season," Darius began.
Applause moved through the hall.
"Our eastern borders have remained unstable for too long. Trade disputes and old rivalries have cost this pack more than they should."
My heartbeat slowed.
Eastern borders.
That explained Isabella. Her mother's family controlled several eastern trade routes.
Perhaps this really was political.
Then Darius extended his hand.
Toward Isabella.
"That changes tonight."
She stepped onto the platform.
A murmur moved through the crowd.
Darius continued.
"Isabella Thorn has agreed to serve as Blackridge's Eastern Liaison and will hold a permanent seat within my private council."
My breath caught.
Private council.
My council.
The same meetings Darius had slowly stopped inviting me to because he claimed they had become too repetitive.
Applause erupted.
Isabella bowed modestly.
Then Darius looked directly at me.
"And I expect my Luna to welcome her as part of Blackridge leadership."
Every face turned.
Toward me.
He had not asked.
He had decided.
Now he wanted my approval in front of everyone.
"Serena?" Lady Miriam whispered.
My feet moved before my thoughts caught up.
The hall seemed impossibly long.
Isabella watched me approach with a soft smile. Darius's expression remained calm, but his eyes carried a warning.
Do not embarrass me.
Funny.
He had not worried about embarrassing me.
When I reached the platform, Isabella extended her hand.
"Thank you, Serena. I know how much Blackridge means to you."
Means to me.
Not belongs to me.
Not our home.
Still, hundreds of wolves were watching.
My hand closed around hers.
"Welcome to the council."
Applause filled the hall again.
Isabella squeezed my fingers.
"So generous."
Only I heard it.
My smile almost broke.
Darius moved beside us.
"See? That wasn't difficult."
Something bitter rose inside me.
"You could have told me."
"We'll discuss it later."
"Why later?"
His jaw tightened.
"Not here."
Of course.
Before another word could be spoken, running feet cut through the hall.
"Mama!"
Noah.
Our three-year-old son escaped his nanny and rushed toward the platform, dark curls bouncing around his forehead.
My anger softened immediately.
"There he is," Darius said.
Noah reached the steps.
I bent slightly, ready to catch him.
He ran straight past me.
Confusion kept me frozen for one second.
Then Noah threw himself into Isabella's arms.
She laughed and lifted him.
"There is my little wolf!"
He wrapped his arms around her neck.
Then he kissed her cheek.
"Mommy Bella!"
Something inside me cracked.
Isabella froze.
Darius's smile disappeared.
A whisper moved through the crowd.
My face burned.
"Noah."
He looked at me happily, unaware of what he had just done.
"Mommy Bella said I could stay up!"
A few nervous laughs came from the tables.
Isabella looked embarrassed.
Too embarrassed.
"Oh, sweetheart, you shouldn't call me that."
The correction came now.
In front of everyone.
After how many private times?
My gaze moved to her face.
She would not meet it.
"Darius."
He stepped closer.
"Not now."
Two words.
Not when our son had called another woman Mommy before half the pack.
Not when Isabella was wearing our colors.
Not when my place in his council had just been handed to her.
Something inside me finally stopped bending.
"Then when?"
His eyes hardened.
"Serena."
"So I'm supposed to smile?"
"You're supposed to stop turning everything into a competition."
My breath caught.
Isabella shifted Noah higher in her arms.
"Darius, please. Serena is upset."
That made it worse.
She sounded reasonable.
I sounded jealous.
My husband's expression hardened.
"Exactly. Don't ruin tonight because you're jealous."
Silence.
True silence this time.
Every wolf heard him.
For a second, pain disappeared.
There was only shock.
Darius seemed to realize what he had said, but pride kept him from taking it back.
My gaze moved around the hall.
Some wolves looked away.
Others stared.
Isabella held my son against her chest.
Darius stood beside her.
They looked like a family.
My family.
Only I was standing outside it.
No tears came.
Not yet.
"You think this is jealousy?"
"We'll talk upstairs."
"No."
His eyes narrowed.
My hands stopped trembling.
"If you can humiliate me in front of the pack, you can answer me in front of them too."
"Serena, enough."
Noah shifted nervously.
That stopped me.
Whatever happened between his father and me, our son did not deserve to be frightened.
So I swallowed everything burning in my throat and looked at Isabella.
"Give me my son."
Her arms tightened around him for the smallest fraction of a second.
Then she smiled.
"Of course."
Noah came into my arms.
His familiar weight nearly broke the control I had left.
"Come on, baby."
"Party?"
"You're tired."
"I'm not!"
Normally, that would have made me smile.
Tonight, it hurt.
I stepped down from the platform.
Darius called my name.
I did not turn around.
Behind me, music slowly returned. Conversations began again in careful whispers.
But something had changed.
Not in the hall.
In me.
For four years, I had convinced myself that protecting my marriage meant swallowing small humiliations before they became large ones.
Tonight, Darius had humiliated me before the entire pack and called my pain jealousy.
For the first time since becoming his mate, one frightening thought entered my mind.
What if loving him was no longer enough to make me stay?