When realization hit me in the face like a brick walll!! Fear kicked in, attacked me, i got really scared, what shall i ever do
Week 10 into my pregnancy i got scared more and more each day. I had been communicating with my significant other and we decided it was time to break the ice to everyone, i was terrified because i was worried about what others would have had to say about me if they knew i was carrying a baby at 18.
At the end of the week i gathered enough confidence to tell my dad and my stepmom, to my surprise they were ok and on board with the idea... That same night i called my grandparents and a few other family members whom i was very close with, everyone was overly happy for me and Idont thanked the man above for such a supportive family. As weeks went by it still felt unreal, week 12 of my pregnancy i was already on vacation so i had my first doctor's appointment everything was going well until he listened for the heartbeat and sent me for an ultrasound. I got really scared because I didnt know it was normal to have an ultrasound so early in the pregnancy, so the following week was my ultrasound appointment, i was really anxious because i was thinking maybe i wasnt really pregnant...
On that day I found out i was having twins and at that moment I started having doubts, how was i to mother 2 kids at the same time how was i to be the best i can be for them. I was starting to think I wont be able to do it, until my boyfriend and my parents assure me that no matter what the 3 of us will be fine i once again thanked the man above for the amazing people he had placed in my life... I am forever grateful for them?