Why so far mother

Are you coming back

There you go, on a bus far away from me will you even be coming back, oh what am I kidding you won't come back I'm just a piece of rock you always try to skip me when you can. I was hoping to go with you but you didn't even think of me when you got on that bus. I was crying my eyes out that night and screaming why don't you love me what did I do to you to deserve this pain mom. Grandma tried to comfort me but I didn't want love after what you put me through, all that pyn and anger I really hope you feel good about it because it broke me in to peaces and you didn't even think about my feeling mom. I am your son how can you just throw me away like that when all I ask for is a little bit of time and love. I really hope you come back to me one day because all I want is some of my mother's love that i never got. One day we can go to the beach and talk everything out like nothing ever happened but you need to come back mom.