The Mafia Man

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Kacey

It's been a year since me and Milly had been kidnapped by Valentino Miller and things have been really awkward around here. I haven't spoken to Orlando since the ordeal though he tried his best to.

I'm still conflicted with all of mg feelings towards him and I'd any of this would have ever happened if I had never met him, well in this life time anyway

I've been suffering a mental breakdown through everything that is going on. I'm still having nightmares about my time at Millers estate.

I haven't forgiven myself for letting Dreads take the bullet. None of this was his fault and never supplied the drugs. But yeah put his life on the line did he and that I'll never forget especially how rude I was towards him when we first met.

He should've let me speak up. We would either be both dead or he would've listened to us.

Problem with that was Valentino didn't want to listen to the truth or reason. He wanted to stills his brother as an angel and he could do no wrong in his eyes. Dean was the grim reaper in disguise; he was pure evil. But his brother thought the sun shined out of his ass and he could do no wrong, especially what we had amassed him of.

I am still unable to come to terms that Dreads was shot point blank in front of me and that prick showed no remorse whatsoever. It was all my fault I had brought slm if guys on just by being with Orlando. Dreads was obviously his supplier and he trusted no one else to handle the deals with whatever drugs he had coming in and I had ruined all of that by allowing Valentino Miller to shoot him instead of telling him what he wanted to know but not what he necessarily wanted to hear.

Maybe it would be best for all of us if I up and left, maybe he would be better off without me anyway. I'm not cut off for this s**t. I've come to terms with our relationship and for the past year I have pushed him away and even moved my stuff and myself into a different bedroom. I need space to think about everything tgsf fad gone on and if I've it's me to blame or just Orlando.

Milly

I can't believe it's been twelve months since I've been to college. It's taken that long to get my bones infused together and what other disgusting s**t as well to get my hands working again.

I still can't look at myself in the mirror since that disgusting creature took everything pure about me away. I still cringe thinking about or and how much worse it could've been if Daniel hadn't shot him when he did.

I am on a s**t load of mess to help me sleep and my anxiety. I have pushed Daniel away. I don't want him to look at me with pity in his eyes. I can’t stand to be touched in any way, shape or form. Daniel can't even come near me and hug me and tell me everything will be fine and will go back tk normal when I know it won't.

I having slept in the sand bed as him for so long I've forgotten what it was like. I've pushed him that far away from me I'm surprised he hasn't found someone else by now.

Everything has been so hard on me all I can see is that creep touching me without my consent to get information out of me about things I didn't even know.

I knew it was Daniel's fault that I had endured so much pain and hardship and I don't even know if I'll ever be able to forgive him for it.

On a more positive note finally after taking a year out me and Kacey were finally heading off to college to start all over again, but at a different campus. I couldn't wait. This place was sending me insane. I just hoped they wouldn’t do anything stupid like her us bodyguards that would extremely piss Kacey off.

Me and Kacey fage behind closer to each other through the ordeal we are stronger untied than alone. At least I can tell her how I'm feeling and vice versa. I would never have gotten through all of this workout with her.

Ty

I hate to see my sister like this she looks so lost, so afraid of the unknown and the known. She's pushed everyone away from her including me apart from Milly. She looks as rough as Kacey does right now.

I've tried speaking to kacey and several attempts later she's still denying any interaction from anyone else other than Milly.

It's been twelve months twelve long months watching my sister turn into a shell of her former self. Twelve long months of trying to get the both of them to talk to anyone but themselves.

I feel like I'm losing my sister. We were always so close growing up I was more of a mother and father figure to her than our own parents. I practically brought her up, until I went to college and ended up in hospital then she had to fend for herself. She stayed at Milly’s during the week to attend school. She went home from Friday night through until Sunday when she went back to Milly's. I had a well trusted friend to take care of her over the weekend and she stayed with Milly the days he worked. He was one of Orlando’s men but she didn't have to know that. The Green’s had done so much for the both of us but she wasn't aware of any of it even coming to my rescue.

One I'd fully recovered and was out of hospital I began working for Orlando and he taught me how to defend myself and I taught Kacey almhr had taught me. Those were the good old days ones I just want back and know that I never will.

If Orlando hadn't put a bullet in Valentinos head I would've done just for kidnapping my baby sister and another in his chest for kidnapping her and another in his d**k for even thinking he could touch her.

She hasn't been the same since he kidnapped her. She's hiding something big and I think it had something to do with her nightmares she shouts and screams our every f*****g night, even her mess aren't helping. Whatever she's keeping to herself she needs to tell someone else that her nightmares will stop. I can take it anymore. It's painful for me to know she's hurting and in denial and I can't do anything to help her get through it and stop the nightmares.

Milly screams every night since she'd confirmed back and nothing seems to be working. She's pushed Daniel so far away from her he doesn't know what to do.

Orlando looks like s**t since Kacey decided she wanted out of their room. I think they both blame Orlando and Daniel for what had happened to them but none of us anticipated what would happen when we took those guys to hell. Where they all deserve to be.

I hope they don't hate me to. I see pain in Kacey’s eyed when our eyes meet. I hope she doesn't hate me. I could bear my only sister I raised to hate me. I need her in my life shd is the glue that holds us tighter and I just want my sister back.